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(Tuesday, December 30, 2008-)
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we fight we break up
we kiss we make up.
if its love we're talking about here,
i never stopped.
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(Tuesday, December 23, 2008-)
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today was,
busy, tiring, eventful, and unfinished :D
firstly, in the morning i lost my job. Well, its not exactly lost, but more of like cause i was too ahead of time, they ran out of stuff for me to do, so my work contract ended. i was asked to head home. haha. cute right. 8am, i clocked in. Then i head to pantry to eat my beehoon. Eat until damn full, then go back sit there shake leg. Boss walks in, pats me on shoulder and says, "sorry young man, no more work for you to handle, thanks for coming man. " lol, dad had to pick me from the company there.
Went around trying to fix the psp, ended up in ZX's house (god knows why). and amazingly, someone else was there! im not naming names, but hey, its too obvious already haha. and that bugger refuses to let me join hall sixteen team, cause of idk what integrity. To hell with integrity or whatever your values are. Cant you let this eighteen year old(yes im proud of finally being 18) have some fun? *shakes head*, old people nowadays ah, stubborn like log! hahaha.
then around 1 plus, mum called, said she book badminton court liao. And being the typical rash bastard i am, i jitao say, okay la steady book 3 hours. My cousin and his mom came also, then i went straight from bukitpanjang there to sengkang courts. NEHNEH. damn tired pls. got people challenge us somemore hahahah.
i just finished bathing, and in 10 minutes, im gonna set off for training at potong pasir. After training, im gonna eat dinner, and set off for NTU Hall 16 for coaching. That side training until 2 plus 3. Cab home with xinyi around 4 plus, then gym with nick at 830.
pls ah. my name is now superman soh. i have no idea how to make it through so many programs.
even though the day is not over, i can already conclude by now, that i am too chiong and too rash. Anyhow go around say steady here steady there, End up my leg in one pot of sai.
WELL DONE SUPERMAN.
off to training! :)
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(Monday, December 22, 2008-)
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basically, im too busy to post anything at all, and work has blocked youtube, imeem, blogger and so on, basically all the fun stuff, including ebuddy, msn and even friendster or facebook. :(
yesternight's denvers xmas party was really quite fun , hahaha and i have no idea why there was a photo which made my chest look BIG hahaha. but no complaints man who cares i know im fit :P but aye, at least im smiling more in photos! Work has been rather, if not, very busy. And Hall Sixteen and Denvers too, but at least it keeps me alive, like im feeling better and better as life goes on? and pam you were right, denvers does make me feel more at home then anywhere else. I'm not regretting my choice :)
Just got back from Hall Sixteen, the taxi uncle was telling me about ghosts in jalan bahar, somewhere nearby NTU, and he took the wrong turn. I bet he was trying to keep me talking to see if i was a ghost or not :P hahah but then again, who knows ?
I have toooooo many things not updated, too many stuff unsaid and everything else left hanging in my brain. haha, and chalet day's truth or dare was an eye-opener, a big fat gossip session, too bad to those who missed it! Sorry guys, if i were to blog about every single interesting thing that happened, i'd be late for work tmr :D meet me, i'll tell you all about it! ^^
things have been moving insanely fast these days, i feel that life is passing me by, but aye with denvers, with hall sixteen, and with all my wonderful friends, everything feels alright again :)
training tmr! i wanna wanna wanna master toss to hands.
wish me luck readers.
P.S. chalet/xmas party photos all up on facebook! :D
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(Wednesday, December 17, 2008-)
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chalet now! :D
and charlene already left for hongkong! :(
hahaha but aye, at least we're mailing each other ^^
im alone with JY in the chalet now, and we kinda like bought lotsa stuff to grill and steamboat and everything hahahahah. aye, wish many of you were here too! the rest'll be arriving at 7, so i hope tonight will be tons and tons of fun :)
aye, cant blog much, but do take care of yourelf in hongkong; stay warm and safe! cant wait to have you back in singapore again haha! byeeeeeeee! :DLabels: chalet
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(Saturday, December 13, 2008-)
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we watched the day the earth stood still today :)
it was quite a nice movie, if not for the dumbass spheres that they kept showing over and over again. And like the usual plot, keanu reeves saved earth from destruction!
and i cannot help but agree with charlene that keanu reeves is handsome and the female lead(idk what her name is) has totally sweet eyes :D
we played a little arcade today and even though SOMEONE proclaimed to be damn good at bishibashi, i owned until she had no more lives left and even came over to play my side (which she promptly lost too) and we played basketball, hahaha this was the worst game of my life cause the balls totally not synchro and little miss had to stand there and stare at the hoop cause she wanted to know if her ball went is. 23% accuracy! hey i can do better alone please! hahah but today was undeniably fun, although we spent lots of dumb time talking while waiting for the movie to start and everything, but its at least 5 hours well spent :)
concert was good, i have an encore on monday! feels good to be back on track again! although i kinda feel quite cheated and like played with, im absolutely happy about my life now. Fuck all of that,i totally knew some people were like that, its just that i refused to believe. this is wad you get when you love too much and it blinds you. hahahaha what the fuck this is not emo i swear this is totally just the old me :D
charlene's leaving for Hong Kong for two weeks holiday and we'll be out of contact for two weeks! :( hahaha and guess what she asked me first when i met her today. "eh i going overseas liao leh you will miss me or not?" HAHAHA MY DEAR CHARLENE YOU ARE SO DIRECT AND IT IS SUCH A SENSITIVE THING YOU SHOULDNT ASK IT IN MY FACE! its just like the hmm, (quote on your blog) :P Even if i would miss you i wouldnt say out leh im a guy i must maintain cool front how can like zhabor like that nua nua and say yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and T.T
hahahahahah. alrights that was stupid :\ charlene met her erhem right after our movie and i left for training! today was gymnastics and dance day. We cheorographed our dance for the '09 nationals already and its fucking fast and looks so ahbeng! i can totally imagine ourself like saying out the 369 or kuntong cheer lor hahahhaa. and the music kept repeating the adrenaline rush was so crazy and it felt so good if i didnt go stop the music i bet we'd stay overnight dancing hahahaha.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! feels good to be busy :D most of the denvers people can come for the chalet and im ELATE:D hahaha. but they'll all only be able to make it at night after 6 eh. see if i can jio anyone out or anyone to come over accompany me before the rest come lor. lol.
maybe we're going to watch twilight on monday :D hopefully i'll be free after work and performance then we can go watch it in the evening ^^ then after that i'll rush down to Hall 16 CHEER! whee its quite exciting actually :) i have no idea if sharon will be staying, but i hope she does cause i'll need to bathe and she can lend me her asience shampoo hehehe
and we missed kbox session tonight cause we were all dancing and eating and gossiping. my inner self is a very badly uncouth and unsopisticated and uncultured ahbeng. you dont wanna befriend me, no you dont ^-^
P.S. anyway i forgot to add that sharon swung too back during dance and hit my right eye so now i look pretty normal with 2 extremely dark eyes, just like eyeshadow, au natural hahahah.
wait, what should i relink too?
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(Thursday, December 11, 2008-)
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melvin says:
hey guys, for those who've been asking, sorry for not updating!
but i suppose i wont be updating so often anymore. Basically speaking, im working at this company doing data entry from 8 to 6 on mondays to fridays and i've also taken up coaching for NTU hall 16, trainings are on monday, wed and thurs from 8 to 1am.
besides that, there's always still denvers training on tuesdays, fridays and saturdays so i'll wind up leaving house at 645 and reaching home at around 1 plus am from mondays to friday.
i always end up really tired and so, sorry guys.
i know work is boring, but it keeps my mind off very many things, which i refuse to reveal and which generally all of you who've been following my posts for the past 2 months should know very well. and it brings in money too :) it feels good to be responsible for something again, like Hall 16 and the sales sheets entries.
if you wanna meet me, i'll only be free on sat mornings and sunday. (:
and melvin owes charlene a treat. (:
- thanks charlene :)
P.S. i'll still be posting, but alot lesser, and i may even ask charlene to help me type if out cause my office computer blocked blogger :\ but no matter what, i owe her no treat :)
IM PERFORMING TOMORRRRRRRROW! NO MORE RECITALS ITS THE REAL THING! HOPE I DONT SCREW UP :D (INDEED, FAST FINGERS SHOULD BE USED FOR PIANO MORE INSTEAD OF DATA-ENTRY :P)Labels: work
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(Tuesday, December 09, 2008-)
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you have no idea how tired i am!
aching triceps from gym yesterday,
and today the lib high pop twist totally killed my forearms.
holy cow i didnt even have the energy to enjoy my mcwings.
we were talking about pick-up lines and who got picked up before and so on. It was damn freaking funny but as i said, I AM TIRED. haha too bad, but aye you just have to know, the joke was on sharon hahaha :D
i finally did cartwheel properly today, and i still cant tuck my backtuck properly :( whereas the 2 new guys learnt freaking fast pls. i totally cannot, i repeat CANNOT accept this. and throughout training the only thing that kept me going was those idiots. they kept calling out this asshole's name, and cause i really hate that guy and all i was like so pumped up. i ate the sponge mattress so many times i didnt even feel like eating dinner please. hahahaha but sharon owed me dinner!
in the end i paid for myself and even lent mr tam the fucker 5 bucks. He's like always broke eh. totally cannot stand him hahahaha.
BB said if i can extend sharon today, she'll do lib or single base with me on friday, whichever i want :D hahaha totally made me extend sharon, but aye, it was super wobbly probably from all that tiredness from pop twist.
i cannot be emo about my back tuck!
no emo-ing, if you emo i zham you.
i need to zham myself please.
here i wanna improve asap but i cant get anything right laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i hate my genes. (for backtuck)
but i love my genes for picking up single base faster than brandan!
no room to be cocky,
i am totally willing to be humble and eat my own shit. haahhaha
right now im getting very tired my eyes are drooping and everything, i should go sleep now.
bye world :)Labels: BACKTUCK T.T
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(Monday, December 08, 2008-)
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me and nick were supposed to have a job interview at 230 today, which was changed to 7pm, and cancelled again and changed to tomorrow. how infuriating.
aye i was supposed to wake up for gym at 10, but i overslept. in the end, we made it to sengkang gym at close to 1pm. im super off form, but i still beat nick at bench press! hey, with big moobs comes big power please. and i dont mean the zhaoxuan kind. haha im such a mother-fucker and even when i know it im still being one :\
did lotsa chest exercises and triceps and biceps and a little teeny weeny bit of leg exercises. my hands were shaking so badly pushups became a problem, lol. and then we went to compass for lunch. At first we went to BK, and the new quadruple layer burger had the word "BALLSY" under it. i was so taunting nick with like, "eh eat this and grow balls lah." haha.
after that we headed to his house, purely cause i wanted to see who his crush is! haha and he was like, wait i find a nicer one for you to see. She's from dragonboat, and hell she has broad shoulders :O but overall, its not that bad :) ended up, nick's dad asked me to stay for dinner and we watched The Maid on his comp. Nick's a total pussy at horror movies, and here i thought i was one. hahaha everytime the music goes tensiony he'll bury his head in the bolster. but i must admit some parts made us jump! :X hahahah.
and im finally home now, lotsa stuff happened along the way today it was quite a funny day. the rest i can skip, but this i cant leave out. Sharon went jogging, and she turned the wrong turn and ended up jogging for 1 hour hahahahaha and she was complaining about all the indians? she's freaking racist. haha and i finally found the weighted earrings in maple for her. LOL. see if later im tired, if not i'll log in and pass to her. maple has an unusual charm on me again i should be worried about my intellect levels :X
alright maybe we'll be swimming tmr with nick wh and yy :)
hopefully my performance tomorrow at the studio will be good. wish me luck guys ^^
till tomorrow, i'll leave off here.
P.S. i feel healthy! hahahah.Labels: gym
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(Sunday, December 07, 2008-)
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went for steamboat dinner with the team :D
actually i have no idea what kinda dinner it was. it had steamboat, bbq, hotplate, and buffet cooked food and dessert everything in one package. and all for only around 20 bucks!
we were supposed to meet at 6.15, but apparently my piano recitals ended earlier so i reached novena at like 6. and BB told me the steamboat place had aircon so i didnt go home to change out of my long sleeve shirt and jeans. Apparently it was so packed that we had time to queue up and wait till xinyi and hakim arrived which was around 7. AND WE DIDNT GET TO SIT IN THE AIRCON AREA. we had to sit like in the open. freaking warm please. luckily JY went to buy lotsa tissues and i had fun cleaning sweat lol.
pam arrived with brandan around 7plus, hahaha and pam insisted on sitting beside me instead of at the end of the table hahaha ended up poor hakim got displaced. hahaha but serves you right you smokeyass. hahaha smoke somemore la. eat dinner also stress lol.
no pain no gain,
no smoke no die.
you better cut down la hakim. you turn 18 on 12th dec and you still underage smoke until so song. nabei if i had an older face like yours i totally would smoke too hahaha. joking lol.
and throughout the whole damn dinner it was just sweating and cooking and walking around and eating hahahaha. didnt talk much we were too engrossed with cooking and hiding all the leftovers so we dont get shitted on by the surcharge for food wastage. but it was quite cooooolios anyway. dumping live prawns and watching them curl up and go cranky. hahaha.
aye after dinner YQ BB and xinyi had to leave to NTU to coach some hall cheer. their training is like 10-1am hahahah thats quite crazy. i wanted to tag along, but i'll probably die somewhere along the way. plus tmr i have job interviews and gym sessions. time to work out time to get strong time to show the world what i can do! :D
in the end we didnt have anywhere to hang out cause sharon didnt wanna come meet us. so we took victor's transport all the way to bishan where i took 156 home. hahaha. my phone almost ran out of batt on the way its so dumb to have lousy phones with lousy batt strength bleah i need to get it repaired soon.
anyway i think i forgot to mention this, but im not going overseas already guys! meaning i can join training on tuesday, and friday and even the games day on saturday! :D cant bear to miss even one training with you guys. lets go for nationals as a team, denvers ^^
i would very much like to upload our perf video but its 64mb i have no idea how freaking long it'll take omg. hahaha. cant wait for tuesday, aziz please perfect our single base on tuesday i cant wait to improve faster faster faster :D
anyway i've been recieving dumb suggestions for my new link like, how about "inaxiomatical" or emokiddo or jitaoman. bleah guys i want a COOL name hahahaha not some lameo with the O name! :X
i just realised how bad my eyebags look in pictures. anyone has a way to get rid of them? plus my bloody blackeye i look like a panda. i hate my face. thats where my ground-bottom self-confidence comes from. (now you know why, so stop saying im super confident!)
thanks again guys for all the encouragement yesterday, i will become stronger for myself and for the sake of the team, lets lead the way, all the way! :D
p.s. im sorry for yesternight, i still always want the best for you and all the best in whatever you wanna strive for. i know you have lotsa friends to back you up, but just so you know, i'll always be one of the people who support you,and i'll be cheering for you. so do your best! we'll always be behind you :DLabels: sorry
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(Saturday, December 06, 2008-)
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PLAY-ON @ VIVOCITY
so many pics i have no idea which to post.
shall post only the ones i chooooose.
before that, i realised my face looks FAT. thanks to whoever (i think its aziz) cause you took my picture from below and it made me look fat. like fatter then ZHAOXUAN which is EXtreme with the EX.
but now im still receiving the pics from joanne through sharing folders and its taking really Looooooong. shall post the pics up tmr.
but everything went well today, and im no longer a denvers virgin! :D
first performance was damn good experience for me. compared to what i experienced in SA, its very very much difference. i was damn worried before the performance, like stunts problems and everything, but ALL STUNTS UP GUYS. good job! (to me also) hehehehe.
after the performance we were like playing stunts and everyth, and i have an even greater motivation to learn my backtuck now. (btw the kick in my face from backtuck yesterday resulted in a very obvious blue black at the corner of my eye now and it looks like smudged eyeshadow). everyone was doing backtuck and taking videos :( i couldnt join in!
i need to become stronger stronger stronger stronger! and my face needs to change, i look like a total kid it bothers me, bleah.
had dinner at superdog and then dessert at the kopitiam there. it was damn stupid we were talking random stuff and i got bored and started playing the golf game in sharon's phone :D
BEST OF ALL, we're not going overseas alr cause dad couldnt manage to book a hotel in time, so i can join denvers people for steamboat/teppanyaki/hotplate buffet tomorrow at novena! hahahah fat but i cant wait either. now im more worried about where to find the money lol.
and as im typing this, i realise i look like shit in most of the photos cause of my blackeye and my fat face WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooo. but hey man its okay :) i'll just have to become strong in the shortest time possible. the fats will disappear im sure hahahaha.
aye its only five more days to 11th december. cant wait for the relink and the everything :D
alright photos tomorrow guys! cant wait to post it up.
but for now, just a few that i've recieved(check out the tee we wore, it says potong pasir YEC lol. mine was too big for me)
before finale(dry run)
group shots :)
Zhaoxuan the asshole let go of sharon when the photo was taken i had to ownself dong so i couldnt look and go smile. FUCKFACE!!!! after that he still laughed at me wtf.
this photo didnt involve me but i still think its cool. ZX and YQ doing backtuck.
totally love this one too. YQ, ZX, JY and hakim backtuck. i must applaud the photog person.
i know backtucks are getting boring but check out YQ's insane turn! its like layout alr. (i wanna do stuff like this toooooo :\ )
introducing cam-whore, aziz. people doing stunt shes supp to photog end up photog herself :\ (she's my single base flyer too! helloooooooooo aziz :D )
BB's 2-2-1. i look like a freak but hey thats what you get when you try too hard to get into the photo :\
a totally unplanned for stunt, its our first, but its quite a common stunt anyways lol.
check out sharon and super joker hakim.
ZAHARA(3rd) SINGLE BASE. KNN i feel owned. FYI im behind harlis(2nd). sorry man bro i didnt know you wanted to cupie :|
WHY DIDNT YOU ALL TAKE THE PHOTO WHEN HARLIS LET GOooooooooo :( but BB says good job im stable! :D IDC i'll take one ON MY OWN at the next training! hahahaha.
i said i'd post not all, but hahaha thats about all there is from joanne. and i still cant believe my amazing toepitch to hands and 360 wasnt taken! :( but its okay theres always next time! 'm recieving the video now, hopefully i'll upload it by tonight ^^
ciao guys! i love you ALL.
Đэňvëяs lead the way! ALL THE WAY!
now that im aboard, all thats left is going forward.
power-up! :D
night guys.
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(Friday, December 05, 2008-)
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training was,
GOOD.
although i got a black eye from backtuck, and got kicked in the face by aziz, i feel good.
not that im sadistic or what, but it feels GOOD.
did single base with aziz today, and i finally got the feel. hahaha like took me 2 tries before i felt it. gotta use my legs more, but when im up, im stable. finally got past the side of me which wobbled and heeled the flyer :D
im happy cause im on my way to my goal. may be a small start, but i assure bigger things will come.
on another note, fantastic crew came to visit today! hahaha their gymnastics and toetouch and everything is really o.O but yeah i'll leave the comments to within the team, no comments here ^^
it was a good exchange session and everything hahaha. and im even more obsessed with getting strong.
and i probably didnt mention this to anyone, but i fucking made it through piano auditions! this teacher only accepts students who are up to standard and everyth. and i made it!!!!! hahaha we'll start lessons soon, but yeah baby. at least i didnt screw up much hahahah.
everything's going well for me, piano's improving, power levelling on its way for cheer, and my Academy IG lessons are gonna start cause my aunt wants to sponser me :D tell me, could things get even any better? hahahah.
in the past i would say, it sucks to be me, but now, im totally fine with my life ^^
we've got a performance tmr, and its at VIVO! its slightly starting to freak me out already, but hey fuck it. if we're scared we'll never achieve anything. so i'll give it my all :D hopefully everything will go fine.
and to end off i just wanna quote mr YQ,
"trust only yourself, and trust that no matter what, you will catch your flyer when she falls."
and thats what im gonna do from now on. i love you all, but yeah if i cant do it on my own, and having to rely on spotters for security, i'll never grow stronger.
power-levelling, begin.
my first goal, is a stable single base extension and i mean SINGLE. by my birthday ^^
and a back tuck, without any reluctance, by the end of the year.
lets go!
denvers lead the way, all the way.
11th dec, its gonna be a big day for me.
stay with me peeps,
i love you all.
anyway, im thinking of taking up a job at N.U.M. and teaching at christofori hahaha anyone wants to volunteer to be my first student :D
i hope my parents wont decide to leave on sunday cause the team has steamboat dinner and i really dont wanna miss it! hahaha.
relinking on 11th dec, any suggestions for the new link? some idiot took my axiomatical already.
which isnt that bad, cause a new life could use a new name too :D
comments guys! msn me or text me you all should know my details hahahaha.
alright training's at 1 tmr, im freaking tired out from today.
gotta gym and run more often, plus dad has a keppel club membership so i could bring ALL of you there to play hahahahah ^^
love you all ppl.
good night!
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(Thursday, December 04, 2008-)
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you have no idea how many angsty drafts i typed.
lucky i always force myself to calm down.
fuck off, possessive side.
not only for you,
but for my next love as well.
i need to be less possessive,
and less controlling,
and more responsible :D
aye hope you're having fun with your kitty :)
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(Wednesday, December 03, 2008-)
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if you're meant for me,
you will be back by my side in the very end.
theres no room to be possessive.
i know i know i know.
i need to change my thinking even more till it becomes a super passive thing.
i love you,
i'm willing.
:)
is he really just a friend?
haha i know i think alot,
but i can justify it,
totally.
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(Tuesday, December 02, 2008-)
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hello sweetheart :)
i miss you
have fun at training today!
P.S. i fell asleep last night while snuggling your photo in my phone last night! ^^ its super cute i never wanna delete it, ever.
i love you baby,
really really do.
hope i'll get to see you tmr ! ^^
alright thats all for now,
will update again tonight.
bye ju :)Labels: loveya
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(Monday, December 01, 2008-)
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i dont care anymore.
i love you.
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