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(Saturday, March 31, 2007-)
+8:26 AM]*
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life concert. fantabulous.
I think i'll join cheerleading. Dont worry, it isnt a pussy sport. Its really fun, and i think it'll prepare us guys for NS as well. haha, badminton's out, i think. recreational team, isnt really that worth playing for. As for CO, i intended to quit long ago. Now the only problem, is that my parents think cheerleading is some nonsense CCA, so i think i'll have to change their conventional thinking. Thats gonna be a little hard, but whatever the case, i MUST get into cheerleading. I heard cheng kang's going into IJC's cheerleading as well, aye whatever the case, i think i'll wish myself the best. Hopefully both JCs will see each other in the competitions next year. Anyway, theres a competition today between IJC and SAJC at VivoCity, Level 1. I think i'll be going, to support my future CCA. Anyone wants to go too?
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(Wednesday, March 28, 2007-)
+5:08 AM]*
# 28/3/07-
Seriously. Badminton messed up big time. Although i'd definitely be depressed if they DID reject me, but i feel much worse when they say, all of us get in. So now the CCA has become recreational. No more team SAJC. darn, its an odd feeling, but i think its really wasted. You know, after i got rejected in the first intake, i told myself to work harder, and i wanted so much to get into the team after 2nd intake. Now they say, oh, not enough players to form a team. So, badminton becomes recreational. If they said, hey you suck. No way youre on the team, i think i'd have been more satisfied with the result. Okay, im not going to deny that i want the team SAJC shirt, but in the end, its this playing for the school that matters. Thanks to our super realistic principal, who refused to fund the badminton CCA with a coach, now its become a vicious cycle. Year after year, with shuttlers streaming in, but with no proper guidiance, how does she even expect us to do well? Funding only CCAs that perform and bring glory to the school. Come on, some people dont have interest in sports like rugby. No offense, but i prefer badminton lots more. Now, the teacher-in-charge's thinking of changing badminton into recreational, and then deprive the J2 team of trying for the competition next month. Seriously, i think im not going to go for badminton if its going to be recreational. I'd rather join recreational bowling. Much more enjoyable. At least we've got people to coach us. Aye, i know you'd say i have no reason to be pissed, but i really dont know why im feeling this way. Maybe its because now getting into the CCA isnt even a challenge. Simply sign up, and youre in. No way im going to stay in this kind of CCA. After trying so hard, keeping my hopes high, this is what we deserve, seriously? I really dont understand the school. I think now, even CO seems more appealing to me then badminton. I really love the sport, yes i do. But this kind of CCA, its like once a week, you come , play for a few hours, and go home. Then repeat. Totally not my idea of a proper CCA.JC is one of the last few places we can take pride in serving the school, yet they do this to us? Haha,
i know i sound as if im a darn good player and what not, but im really just an under-average piece of shit. yay. Sorry im like ranting or whatever, but im really feeling very very pissed. sorry ):
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(Friday, March 23, 2007-)
+7:09 AM]*
# 23/3/07-
First things first. I spent lots of money today. My wallet feels exceptionally light. Okay, im exaggerating. The 10 dollar note and 50 dollar note dont really make much of a difference. I ate A LOT today. I think im gonna become fat again. YES. FAT. darn. its like chicken rice, then burger king meal, then mee kia dry, and loads of popcorn. Watched 300 today. Pretty much the same kind of plot as other war shows i guess. But the plot was pretty well narrated. And THAT, made my 8 dollars worth it. Haha!, now im reading this article in Straits Times from yesterday. It says that iranians are pissed, cause like 300 is a direct reference that iran is a savage country. haha. aye, iran thinks that everything that is a little related to them is intended to insult them. I mean, like the Battle of Thermopylae is history. So why are they getting so worked up over a remake of history? Aye, politics and idealist thinkings. I dont really understand. haha, overall quite nice, but other than some scenes, i dont really understand why this movie should be M18. haha, The gore factor isnt that high either. But anyway, it was a good experience. I guess i'll watch Mr Bean next week. (:
I dont really have much to say about school today. Except that of which i made a new friend. haha! The name's Sarah, but shes freaking tall. Though its like my shoulders are higher than her, but shes taller. In theory. haha, that means its my hair that makes me tall. So much for reminding me, sean. Now i feel completely crushed can. No hair, short and next youre gonna tell me im fat. Thanks , i really DONT appreciate it. Living in sengkang really sucks yea. No one goes to school with you, plus all the people i used to walk to school with to school are gone. aye, then i go on my emo walk to school, blasting reliant K's be my escape all the way to the school. Every single day of my life. Oh, whatever.
I've been listening to this FOB song lately, cause i think its really nice. I cant understand really, why you guys keep talking about "This aint a scene, its an arms race", when "The take's over, the break's over" is pretty much nicer as well. haha. 427 hits. Im such a loser, i listen to songs over and over again. Hmmr, and im packing my files now. I havent filed the CJC notes yet, so i really have to get on with it, or they'll gather dust. Fine, its really time to stop. Alright, bye.
Fly my to the sun, and let me play among the sparks. (: Darn, i cant log in to MSN.
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(Thursday, March 22, 2007-)
+7:43 PM]*
# 22/3/07-
Warning. Coarse language.
Darn! No more hair. My back, my sideburns, my minute but existant fringe, all gone. It was simply a snip snip here, and a snip snip there, and all my wonderful hair was gone, leaving me feeling more fucked than i ever felt in my entire life. I mean literally. Hmmr, there was a freaking hair check this morning, and all that effort i spent camping in the toilet yesterday to avoid the hair check has gone down the drain. Thanks to my wonderful CT, i had to get my hair cut by the barber. Fuckshit, she let timothy off, and like whatthehell, im the only guy in my CG to kena that bloody cut. 7 dollars for a haircut that i didnt even request for, all the more a style that couldve caused my hair to become an eyesore. Darn, i didnt want to pay at all, but yea. The female DM was there, and like scrutinising me, so eventually kenny became the nice guy and paid for me. HAH! If i dont remember wrongly, i said three quarters of today would be nonsens-talking right. Simply put, the hair check fucked my day. There were so many people caught, that i sat at the gallery waiting for my turn, all the way from 7.45 - 11.15. Like, thats 3 hours plus. Though i didnt miss any lectures, but i just lost 3 hours of talk-time. That SUCKS. Im as pissed as can be now, but much better than how i felt on the train home. Not that i wanna fuss over my hair. I can imagine each on every one of you saying, "aiya, hair will grow, dont worry". Yes, i agree, but walking to school every single morning with this fucked up hair isnt going to do me any good. All that self-confidence i once had, poof, and its gone. haha! Luckily i went with xuan lei to his jean yip hairstylist at rivervale plaza, and he somehow managed to salvage my hair, though the back had gone beyond the path of no return. I guess i'll have to live with it. But, i should stop this swearing and cursing over just my hair. Spent 22 dollars on 2 haircuts today, though i'd rather have spent all full 22 dollars on jean yip, maybe a cut and some hair spray, rather than sitting on that slipshod schoolchair and screaming out in agony. haha, yes. I speak like my hair is my life, and i'd die without it. I promise, this'll be the last post(until the next hair check) where i talk about my hair. I'll get over it by tonight. Im sure. Cause now my hair looks loads better than this morning, and im grateful. (: Absentmindedly my hand left the keyboard to twist my sideburns, but yea, i know it doesnt exist anymore. Pardon me, i have to say this, for the last time. FUCK.
haha, im not really in the mood to post about the lectures and all, but im really happy to say that the study-mood has more or less kicked in, and tomorrow we'll have 3 hours in the CC, followed by a break, then another 3 hours in the CC yet again. School ends at 3, and yea. I shall start studying next week. haha! and just when i thought i understood all topics covered in the first intake. aye, i know im screwed. :)(:
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oh im here again. ruikang wrote a custom-made poem, cause like he thought i was having problems with my love life. Henceforth, i now declare, i love myself, and only myself. Do not misunderstand. haha, but its a really good effort. I'll post it anyway. haha! thanks (:
It semms like an eternity,
since the last time we had seen each other.
It is excruciating,
to be unable to see you everyday.
It feels as though a part of me had died.
How i wish,
you would rekindle the flames,
that had long extinguished in me.
I have never ever regretted,
the wonderful times I've spent with you,
knowing it is inevitable that we will part someday.
My feelings for you are true,
and it shall remain this way,
till the day i've departed from this world.
I've been living in self-denial,
and so have you.
I am willing to wait,
as time is not a barrier,
but a test,
of my self-proclaimed love for you.
I would find myself,
to be thinking of you subconsciously,
regardless of how hectic my life is.
Its you,
who had captured a large portion of my heart.
Your passion might have faded in you,
but i shall be the one,
to resurrect,
to rekindle that feeling,
which you have chosen to hide carefully,
in the most secretive vault in your heart.
You might be unregarded by the others,
but i would like to convey the message,
that you will always be the best in my eyes,
and nothing stand in my way,
stopping me from thinking of you.
Will you wait for me,
as i've done the same for you?
any guys out there who want this poem, please direct youreself to rk's blog, or simply copy it from mine. i bet he wouldn't mind. Its publicity anyway. (X
[/edited] at 9.17pm
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(Wednesday, March 21, 2007-)
+3:35 AM]*
# 21/3/07-
Alrights, its finally over. Really, im more relieved than sad, and i really want to start studying again. I guess i'll have to bond more with my class too. 07S21, im really sorry, cause these few days i havent been talking to you all, instead i've been spending lots of time, in fact ALL of my free time with those J1 basketball guys. Theyre really nice people to be with, so you cant blame me. haha, though we do laugh at each other very often, but its fun! (: Im really happy to say that im having lots of fun in SA! Hair check still hasnt started. Lucky they let us take our photos before the barber came. Poor us, theres only one econs lecture tomorrow, and nothing else. SO, basically, tomorrow's our free day. I seriously can foresee the talk-cock session again, and im really looking forward to it. haha, what nonsense! (:
Today was lecture lecture day, so its like, hmmr, i didnt get to do anything at all. Except sit in the CC and stone my day away. Theyre on to the new stuff already, and jordan still DOESNT understand partial fractions. like, ohmy. So much for him wanting to try for maths olympiad and H3 Maths. Now, everyone, thats called DREAMING. oops, sorry dude. haha, jordan's really emo emo now, so he doesnt react much to our suaning. What a killjoy! haha, and we were laughing at kenny the whole day through as well. At first it was jordan, then kenny got dragged in. HAHAHAHA. Today was really funny, at the phototaking, i told vincent. "eh, steady ah, we take photo dun smile." Then when he took his last photo, obviously he saw me laughing at his super dao face from the corner of the AVA Theatrette that he laughed. JOKER. lucky i got him away from my sight, if not i would've smiled, and taken one of the most unnatural photos in my life, haha! I dont smile during photo-taking, you know. Im basically camera-unfriendly (:
Okay, im changing my template. Im NO LONGER the emo kid you once knew. I love the new skin. haha! SAJC skin. Now i say, SAJC is LOVE.
alrights, that enough for today. Tomorrow if i've got the time to post, it'd be super loooooonnnng, cause its like i've got more than three-quarter of the day to talk nonsense. haha! cya guys in school then !
p.s. FUCK. theres CO on friday. darn.
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(Tuesday, March 20, 2007-)
+5:10 AM]*
# 20/3/07-
There's hair check tomorrow. Thats why i dont even feel like going to school. I bet they're gonna make me fringeless,sideburn-less and sloped. Should i even go for that lecture marathon? Direct straight down to 3, with absolutely no breaks in between.Then we've got photo-taking for records, and no way im going to have my picture taken with whatever ugly hair i get cut into. Aye, and i've still got econs essay to write. 3-4 pages for one part, and i've really got nothing good to talk about. It seems everyone's having lots of fun in the other JCs, and I've had my fair share of jokes with the peeps from basketball. Next week onwards, i shall STUDY. Mug and mug till the "A"s. Hmmr, im still wondering if i can keep this up;the habit of updating everyday, maybe i'll even go on hiatus, for my studies. FOR ONCE (:
I chanced upon one of rk's posts, and i thought it was rather well done, so i thought i'd simply just copy and paste it here.
I believe,
it is destinied,
the we chanced upon an encounter with each other.
Fate brought us together,
among all the billions of people,
on this very planet Earth.
From that very day,
I laid my eyes on you,
I have reserved for you,
a very special place,
right in the bottom of my heart.
Your image will be etched deeply in my mind,
and nothing shall erase it for me.
Promises are eternal,
as i have believed strongly in.
Regardless of the countless reincarnations,
My love for you remains unchanged,
be it in the past,
present,
or future.
Time is not a hindrance,
but an extraordinary tool,
to show the everchanging world,
how certain things remain well-preserved,
be it a decade,
and century,
or a millenium.
My feelings for you will never waiver.
Overcome the time barrier,
withstand all odds,
together we stand,
united as one.
Nothing shall obstruct our way,
not even Death,
can do us apart.
Exactly the way i feel. Okay, i know im getting all emotional again, but do bear with me.
p.s. i wanna get into badminton.
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(Monday, March 19, 2007-)
+5:19 AM]*
# 19/3/07-
First day of school. Indeed boring. haha, but im really fine with it. Darn, seriously i dont know what the school's doing. They have FOUR DAMN [Chem,Maths,Econs] classes this year, and 07S27 for PAE got totally split-up. yes, it sucks. Im no longer with xuan lei and kia boon and the rest. Hmmr, i've only got sean poh and shi qing for company now. 07S21. I really do hope its going to be fun yea. 2 years with this class. I guess i'll have to adapt again. all over AGAIN. Reminiscing the past, i remember exactly the same scenario. First GP lesson in 07S27, and we were supposed to sit in groups of four. Ended up there werent enough people. so i sat with sean poh. Just the two of us. Ohmy, not again. haha, we've gotta keep in touch alrights people. But i consider myself blessed, actually. Grace(chee) got the worst scenario. haha! She got put into 07S22, and the only person she knows, is quanjun. And, its not like she knows him personally. Just simply knows his name. Poor thing! but lucky xuan lei! he got put into the same class as kia boon, justin, clara all those S27 peeps. Haha, i really do hope i grow to love this class though. (:
Im finally getting to wear long pants. After that freakin long wait of 2 years. Everywhere we went, people just stared. Everytime i go to the hairdresser, the auntie NEVER fails to say, im a sec 2 with a sec 4 face. In exchange for a little breeze around the legs, we get all these kinda things. haha, but i wont say i didnt enjoy myself there. With wonderful four-six and Mr Fernandez, its hard not to enjoy life, isnt it. Aye, i miss catholic high, as in my class and form teacher, NOT the pants, dont worry. (: But im kinda proud too, 4 years short pants, haha, thats how they recognise catholic high, i guess.
Anyway, i promised kenny i'd go vegetarian for the rest of this and next week. Haha, but the vegetarian food outside school really sucks eh. haha, its real funny though, the way he eats, and the quantity he consumes. lol! he gets like $12 for only lunch. So he's like, um i dont really have appetite today, so im going to eat two plates of rice. Then after finishing two mountains , we head to the tau huey stall, and he packets one box of it, and promptly finishes it by the time we cross the road. Its no wonder he gained 18 kg! haha, if you do see this, nicole, see the adverse effects of eating fast. (:
Random! I really do hope the lectures start soon, though not those long neverending type with no breaks in between. At least studying can help me keep my mind from thinking too much. you know what i mean, dont you.
Tag tag! Oh heLLo [Brother Shadow], im really surprised that an SAJS student could find my blog. haha! The technological improvements in the younger generation, pleasantly wonderful. Chim aye (:
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(Sunday, March 18, 2007-)
+4:05 AM]*
# 18/3/07-
Aye, back by popular demand. (: Hmmr, i guess all i've really been doing these days is slacking off. Tomorrow marks the start of a new school term, and hopefully i'll finally get into the mood of studying. In fact, im so into studying, that i went over to yanny's house this morning to take all his notes for J1 and J2. haha, now i've got 2005-2006 Chem, Maths and Physics notes from CJC! yay! I'll take my time to read through all of it. Though the filing process already took up my entire afternoon, ONLY for CHEM, excluding all the past year papers and mock papers.
Chanxi's house the other day was rather fun, other then the tiger part. haha! You know, she has this tiger skin rug at the top floor of her house, and yea, sean poh and xuan lei made me pose in front of me, rather explicit though, sitting with my legs spread open at the tiger's mouth, and with its teeth directly inches away from my ** . Aye, im a spoilsport, yes. But whos gonna insure me that its mouth isnt gonna open? haha, wishful thinking, its dead already anyway. haha! played ninety-seven! Its the card game where each player gets 3 cards in his/her hand, and take turns to discard cards onto the pile, while drawing another from the stack. If in the player's
turn, his/her cards cannot form a number smaller than 97 when added to the pile, he or she loses. Picture cards do something like reverse the flow or add numbers. I cant really recall though. Lastly, i cant go on without saying this, chanxi's house is like freakin BIG. Lots of floors, plus its like a museum. Haha, antiques and all that, plus a swimming pool. hah! two maids. Fine, next meeting's gonna be at sueann's place, so hmmr, sueann, your place better be big! (:
Aye, i've been watching youtube videos for days now, and downloading the ones i fancy before converting them and storing them on my com. Haha, im really into dance now. yea, especially moonwalk. lol! can anyone teach me? sidewalk would do too, anything man. haha, i was looking for videos when i found this, luo zhi xiang imitates Michael Jackson. haha, notice his side-step. i really do wanna learn that.
Luo Zhi Xiang imitates MJ on Bai Fen Bai [10-02-07]
haha, i guess thats about it already, i've to rush out for dinner now, until then !
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(Wednesday, March 14, 2007-)
+1:14 AM]*
# 14/03/07-
Yes, its wednesday already. haha! Im proud to say that I've practically stoned away 3 days of my holidays. I cant wait for the bbq tomorrow at chanxi's house. I dont know what kinda house she stays in, but its more than a kilometre away from the main road. Thats REALLY far can. Omg, does she stay in like, a mansion? LoL, either way, i bet its gonna be loads of fun, hopefully (:
You know, the word DARN in small caps appears on my blog as DAM. so now, i'll make it visible. haha, random! dar n yea, xuan lei's holiday got extended, so he doesnt get home till 10 plus tonight. So, i cant really like get a confirmed reply to whether hes going for the bbq or not. I'll really be super sianned if he cant go, haha! don't worry, im not gay. Im particularly craving for badminton now. haha! but it seems the J2's will be having block test very very soon, so i cant call them up for a game or two. Hmmr, anyone wants to play? Most probably at hougang sports complex ya. If you do want to play, message me or pm me on msn okay? I'll be online till pretty late today i guess. Maybe i'll really go read up on my chemistry tutorials later on, there's catching up to be done ! Oh, i almost forgot , SA didnt contact nerine, so i suppose she's officially a PJCian. haha, all the best then !
yea, i came across this random joke in some random website. not really funny, but the sueann kind(you know what i mean) joking alrights (:
[[ Mr. Bear and Mr. Rabbit lived in the same forest, but they didn't like each other very much. One day, while walking through the woods, and they came across a golden frog. They were amazed when the frog talked to them. The golden frog admitted that he didn't often meet anyone, but, when he did, he always gave them six wishes, so he told them that they could have three wishes each.
Mr. Bear immediately wished that all the other bears in the forest were females. The frog granted his wish. Mr. Rabbit, after thinking for a while, wished for a crash helmet. One appeared immediately, and he placed it on his head.
Mr. Bear was amazed at Mr. Rabbit's wish, but carried on with his second wish. He wished that all the bears in the neighboring forests were females as well, and the frog granted his wish. Mr. Rabbit then wished for a motorcycle. It appeared before him, and he climbed on board and started revving the engine.
Mr. Bear could not believe it and complained that Mr. Rabbit had wasted two wishes that he could have had for himself. Shaking his head, Mr. Bear made his final wish, that all the other bears in the world were females as well, leaving him as the only male bear in the world. The frog replied that it had been done, and they both turned to Mr. Rabbit for his last wish.
Mr. Rabbit revved the engine, thought for a second, then said, "I wish Mr Bear was gay.", and rode off as quickly as he could. ]]
Hmmr, enough for today i guess. bye and i love you all.
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(Tuesday, March 13, 2007-)
+11:01 AM]*
# 13/03/07-
The march holidays are really boring. Wish i was in school. haha, for once, yes ! Im stuck with nothing to do at home, and when i try to mug, i end up stoning, or fidgeting around with my worksheets. Drawing stuff all over, taking random photos. haha! im pleased to announce, that after close to half a year of using my Samsung phone, i have finally discovered its photo editing functions. haha! it started last evening when i was at the bus stop, and the bus was taking a darn long time to arrive, so i figured i would play around with my camera. haha! turned out much of a surprise to me, and it got me hooked. Not that its really THAT fun, but it was a rather effective alternative to my stoning and staring into space, i guess. 3 photos, edited simply, turned out
pleasantly fine. Hmmr, im going to post them. Its a rather bad attempt compared to all of you out there who have GOD-like photoshop skills , yea but dont forget, its only a phone. (:
Photo 1 : "voltage " book original shot.
Photo 1(a) "voltage" book photo edited, (negative effect)
Photo 2 : Bus stop original shot.
Photo 2(a) Bus Stop photo edited (Moonlight effect)
Photo 3 : Chem tutorial original shot.
Photo 3(a) Chem Tutorial photo edited (negative effect)
aye, im darned lame. But at least you know how bored i was yesterday. And photo 3(a) seemed to vaguely resemble the death note in the movie. does it?
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(Saturday, March 10, 2007-)
+8:22 AM]*
# 10/3/07-
Today's the day for song dedication. to my beloved S27 peeps and that special you out there. (:
"You've got a friend" by McFly.
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend
If the sky above you
Should grow dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again oh baby don't you know
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend
Oh, you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
p.s. I love you all.
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(Thursday, March 08, 2007-)
+3:13 AM]*
# 08/3/07-
Alright, im posting again. Orientation 2 is really quite boring actually. Although they did change some activities, you know, the original excitement is gone. I'm really emo today, and yesterday i listened to 我可以 by 蔡旻佑 from 7-9.30 straight. I dont know why, but im not in the mood for anything at all. Im really sorry to my OG mates, if you all do read, cause im really anti-social these days. I even told this guy i wasnt in the mood to make friends when he asked my name. Sorry im all moody and all that, im sure this'll blow over pretty soon. I volunteered myself for OG rep tomorrow so as to make up for everything. Hopefully i can get to know everyone better, though i already know like half of the OG cause they're the same OG mates i had in orientation 1. Im terribly sorry im acting this way. I love our OGLs for OG 30, yes. Malcolm and Lynn. Lynn's a banana tangyuan clubber ! haha, at least thats what we call her. haha. why clubber you ask, cause she like asked us, do i look like a clubber? that kinda thing. So we kinda figured she was, haha im kidding kidding. Saints dont really club do we? maybe a few, but the majority doesnt i guess. Mass dance yesterday was stupid. the girls refused to dance with the guys and vice versa. So our WHOLE OG ended up sitting on the steps, and thanks to our great OG rep who convieniently disappeared, more than half of the OG ran off for GP aptitude test, no matter whether they were supposed to report for it or not. I kinda made up some kind of dumb excuse, and got excuse to leave the CC. you know, they were teaching the college cheers and college song. I've done this before in the first orientation, so its like useless for me to attend it again. Went to watch nerine's cricket practice. Guess i got there a little late, cause her turn was over. I heard she did pretty well and all that, and of course, that ups her chances for appealing into SAJC. Hopefully she gets in, life really IS kinda boring when she isnt around. But we can't affect her decision no matter what, its her future, not ours, so we cant make decisions for her. Apparently she went for an interview at PJC today, and she easily got herself a place there. I dont know if that'll affect her chances in SA, but she says her friends are all at PJ, so i suppose shed rather stay there. Of course we all hope to see her come back to SA, but nevertheless, if she chooses PJ, i wish her all the best.
Grace reminded me today, cause last time i accidentally threw one of her fivestones up onto the bar above the fitness corner. She asked me to ask the cheerleaders to get it down for me, but shes worried it'll grow too, haha! If i cant get it down, i'll have to sew another five for her. I've never done sewing before in my life, not even in home economics, so i think the cheerleaders thing's more feasible. Maybe i'll ask ming jiang to ask the cheerleading team ! haha. I better get it soon though, cause school's gonna end, and during the hols, i'd be lazy to come back. Poor grace, im sorry ! Anyway, xuan lei and kia boon came back to school today to hand in some kind of form, haha i was really surprised to see them though, haha and they ended up having to go for counselling. Sad.
Okay, this post isnt turning out as emo and depressing as i thought it would be, and im glad. I really miss CG 27 loads, especially those who already left the college. Yes, they're the COOLEST people on earth can. Im missing nicole and sueann most now, particularly because sueann's really nice, and nicole helped to make EVERY single outing of ours a success. I love you all! Please, lets meet up during the holidays alrights, lets go as a clique ! k-boxing or pooling like we did before. I really really miss you all, wish you all were here. Oh my, im getting all emo again. Guess i'll stop here.
p.s. can you bear to watch me cry silently day after day?
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yesterday was REALLY great. thanks to all you guys. hah! (: S27! had lunch at fish and co. with some S27 people, and nerine chanxi nicole were like singing non-stop in the train to dhoby. Ohmy, everyone was STARING at us, i died. You know, i had the idea fish & co. was this kinda fast-food restaurant thingy ya, dont ask why. I dont know what gave me the idea, but whatever the case, i loved the food :D yea, nerine and nicole were doing the usual stuff, luckily chanxi cooled off a little. HAHA! no, dont get the wrong idea, i LOVVEDD the singing, yes i did .Total bill was $191.80 i think. But it wasnt exactly the food that made it worth, but the people too! haha.
Singing, laughing, joking, taking photos. YES, i had the time of my life. Thankew guys ! (:
Went back to school with nerine after the outing, cause its like nerine wants to appeal into SAJC through CO, and she was like thanking me over and over again, cause i said i would go back with her to see the teacher-in-charge. haha, and here i was thinking of skipping practice! Anyways, the rain was FREEAKING heavy, that even that short walk into the school compound from the bus stop outside(we took 142), made us drenched. To make matters worse, i stepped on a puddle of water that went into nerine's socks/shoes. ohmy, im terribly sorry ! Nerine was really pessimistic and depressed throughout the whole course of it, cause its like she really wants to stay in SA and all that. Madam Hwee was darn irritating though, nerine said madam hwee kind of like gave her the "idontlikeyou" kinda look. hah! luckily we went to see ms wong though. But it didnt really help much either. Nerine doesnt have any music background, so ms wong said the possibilities of appealing through CO were low. But Ms wong was really helpful,cause she called the cricket teacher-in-charge and the captain for the girl's team, and found out that they required members! haha. Good news for nerine. I would really have wanted to
go with nerine to look for the cricket captain, but aye, madam hwee started the usual shit again, and i ended up going back to the CO room. At least our trip back to school in the rain wasnt wasted. Nerine got a better alternative of appeal, rather than the orchestra. You know, nerine has the ability to affect others through her mood ya, and even chanxi gets affected sometimes too. Talked to nerine on the phone for about an hour or more, and she kinda chilled off a little. I never felt this kind of anxiety for a friend before, not even when i was in catholic high. you know, boys and boys tend to get along better. I never was sad, for even when my buddies werent coming to SA and all that, yea. AND, chanxi if you do read this, i assure you, i would feel the same way. dont start piecing unrelated things together AGAIN. alrights (: I heard from nerine that you guys are gonna have a stayover tonight. Have lots of fun!
Its only 2 more school days before S27 gets split up. Sad to say, but i'm gonna miss you guys. Its funny though, how we finally clicked together in the last few days before seperation. I just woke up too, lazy guy aye (:
on a lighter note, im BROKE. and i still owe chanxi 10 dollars. haha random me ! once again, thank you, chanxi , nicole, nerine , sean, sueann for making the outing the best i ever had ! :DD
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