(Friday, November 28, 2008-)
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zhaoxuan injured his ankle in the fucking funniest way today and im totally so tired about laughing from it i shall just say he was DUMB hahahah :)
pam's hand's still injured! :( meaning she cant go for her gym competition, like she paid 100+ dollars for :\ poor pam, get well soon! :D
today's attendance saw new friends hahaha. BB wants me to perform with denvers next sat! hahaha they made me learn the dance and i like it hahaha theres 2 dances and all damn fast hahaha. but pam laughed and said i look like wayang! hahaha but aye i must become super zai at those dance moves before next sat :D:D
first performance, cant wait! ^^
aye today we did normal stuff, finally met sharon hahaha from online to the real person! (hello!) and then while i was doing extension lib, i caught my mum staring at us train and omg that stunt fell and the girl landed on me. i swear my mum had the "WTF" face on, but after that the following attempts were quite good! :D
tried single lib from floor up today, BB says im stable, but all in all when its up there, its a totally different feel, so i hope i'll be fine soon haha :\
after training we sat and talked nonsense and 3 people asked me about my BAK2U and i had alot of saliva used up to explain to them haha. but yeah la pam loses her phone very very often! so yeah, pam you could buy my product its freaking one time thing ^^
YQ met us only after training and it was like a really damn big group of people, so we had lots of different convos everywhere and YQ jacked brandan so bad it was so freaking funny hahahahha. talked to them for fucking long till like 11 plus before we had to leave cause everyone had their parents/friends picking them up. and i had to walk alone to the MRT again :(
but life is cool, and some of us may be going to wildcards on sunday to see see hahaha. im trying to make pam they all go also :D
training was fucking fun today,
but i still miss sleeping on you much much more :(
im just an acquaintance in your life.
but if this is the way its gonna be,
i have nothing and i can do nothing to change it.
i'll need my entire lifetime to forget you.
so i rather spend my life being your shadow.
and if thats as far as i can ever get,
so be it,
i'll live with it.
if your boyfriend ever does cheat on you,
you can always come to me,
i'm 24/7 ready for you,
and even if you only come to me when you need me,
i'll do everything i can for you.
and i'll kill anyone who dares to hurt you.
and if i die in the process,
god-bless you,
you've just rid yourself of a irksome pest,
thats been sticking to you for a helluva long time :)
either way,
as long as you're happy :)
i fucking love you.
from the start to the end,
it never wavered,
not even once.
i didnt cry today,
not on 27th november.
but since its already 1am,
i wont say i didnt.
i hope i'll see you soon,
missing you is more painful
than any other feeling in the world.
at the end of the day,
after you've went out with all the guys you want to,
will you decide that,
at the end of the line,
im still the one that you want as rightfully yours?
i wonder.
but i'll always be here,
right by your side.
and if you do read this,
have no doubts,
its not anyone else.
i love you
tansiewboon.
you're my one and only.
pam's hand's still injured! :( meaning she cant go for her gym competition, like she paid 100+ dollars for :\ poor pam, get well soon! :D
today's attendance saw new friends hahaha. BB wants me to perform with denvers next sat! hahaha they made me learn the dance and i like it hahaha theres 2 dances and all damn fast hahaha. but pam laughed and said i look like wayang! hahaha but aye i must become super zai at those dance moves before next sat :D:D
first performance, cant wait! ^^
aye today we did normal stuff, finally met sharon hahaha from online to the real person! (hello!) and then while i was doing extension lib, i caught my mum staring at us train and omg that stunt fell and the girl landed on me. i swear my mum had the "WTF" face on, but after that the following attempts were quite good! :D
tried single lib from floor up today, BB says im stable, but all in all when its up there, its a totally different feel, so i hope i'll be fine soon haha :\
after training we sat and talked nonsense and 3 people asked me about my BAK2U and i had alot of saliva used up to explain to them haha. but yeah la pam loses her phone very very often! so yeah, pam you could buy my product its freaking one time thing ^^
YQ met us only after training and it was like a really damn big group of people, so we had lots of different convos everywhere and YQ jacked brandan so bad it was so freaking funny hahahahha. talked to them for fucking long till like 11 plus before we had to leave cause everyone had their parents/friends picking them up. and i had to walk alone to the MRT again :(
but life is cool, and some of us may be going to wildcards on sunday to see see hahaha. im trying to make pam they all go also :D
training was fucking fun today,
but i still miss sleeping on you much much more :(
im just an acquaintance in your life.
but if this is the way its gonna be,
i have nothing and i can do nothing to change it.
i'll need my entire lifetime to forget you.
so i rather spend my life being your shadow.
and if thats as far as i can ever get,
so be it,
i'll live with it.
if your boyfriend ever does cheat on you,
you can always come to me,
i'm 24/7 ready for you,
and even if you only come to me when you need me,
i'll do everything i can for you.
and i'll kill anyone who dares to hurt you.
and if i die in the process,
god-bless you,
you've just rid yourself of a irksome pest,
thats been sticking to you for a helluva long time :)
either way,
as long as you're happy :)
i fucking love you.
from the start to the end,
it never wavered,
not even once.
i didnt cry today,
not on 27th november.
but since its already 1am,
i wont say i didnt.
i hope i'll see you soon,
missing you is more painful
than any other feeling in the world.
at the end of the day,
after you've went out with all the guys you want to,
will you decide that,
at the end of the line,
im still the one that you want as rightfully yours?
i wonder.
but i'll always be here,
right by your side.
and if you do read this,
have no doubts,
its not anyone else.
i love you
tansiewboon.
you're my one and only.
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