i hope you wont be mad at me for saying those words, but i guess it was cause i was worried, so i blew up. im sorry :(
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today i didnt cry, didnt get emotional. but i almost did when i laid on her shoulder. it was really nice, and i really appreciate it when she didnt push me away, as i instinctively snuggled up to her. i just hope the right path for me lights itself soon, so i wont be lost and running in circles in the dark. i dont wanna be sad, this is no time to be sad, SMILE! (says my phone memo pad)
many a time, as she whisked past, i picked up that familiar scent, that sweet smell, that made me melt over and over again ( it never fails )
you know, no matter what i do, i always forget to forget you.
i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you. and if i can, i wanna make you feel the way i made you feel, the time when you were madly in love with me. and lets keep it at that :) nothing's gonna stop me, not even divine intervention:D
may i have a kiss, may i touch your lips? may i have a hug, may i hold you tight at the place closest to my heart? may i hold your hand, may i hold it and tickle your fingers as i play upon your heartstrings? if i may not have any of these, may i have a silly smile, and may i take a picture of it and keep lots of different photos of you under my pillow, in my wallet and as my wallpaper?
i heart yearns for you, i wish i could hold you close to me so you could hear how hard it thumps, when you even come close.
i missed you alot on the bus trip home today, and i miss you even more now.
the story ends like this;
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