(Monday, November 10, 2008-)
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your msn nick says, pardon me if my heart wavers.
i wont deny it, at first i dipped into emo state again. like damn worried and everything and damn sad. but after some time i realised this happened before. hahaha and i've resolved to doing this. i have no control over whoever you like or whoever your heart leans towards, but rather then wasting my time shitting around and bothering and pestering you around, i'd rather concentrate on trying to make you like me all over again.
if you could like me once, im sure its not by chance. I'll try my best to reproduce that feeling within you again, and for once, i can say i've changed. no longer the narrow-minded worrying loser, now im a changed man. its a much much better decision than irritating you and trying to control you again, dont you think?
yay im quite proud of myself for being able to think this way. the breakup did make me grow up, but once is enough hahaha :) it made me learn to cherish everything i have even more, thank you ju. now that i've inculcated this habit inside of me, all thats left ahead of me is to be by your side all the time till the day i get to hold your hand again. sounds fucking exciting ^^
study hard! :)
i wont deny it, at first i dipped into emo state again. like damn worried and everything and damn sad. but after some time i realised this happened before. hahaha and i've resolved to doing this. i have no control over whoever you like or whoever your heart leans towards, but rather then wasting my time shitting around and bothering and pestering you around, i'd rather concentrate on trying to make you like me all over again.
if you could like me once, im sure its not by chance. I'll try my best to reproduce that feeling within you again, and for once, i can say i've changed. no longer the narrow-minded worrying loser, now im a changed man. its a much much better decision than irritating you and trying to control you again, dont you think?
yay im quite proud of myself for being able to think this way. the breakup did make me grow up, but once is enough hahaha :) it made me learn to cherish everything i have even more, thank you ju. now that i've inculcated this habit inside of me, all thats left ahead of me is to be by your side all the time till the day i get to hold your hand again. sounds fucking exciting ^^
study hard! :)
the story ends like this;
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