(Sunday, November 16, 2008-)
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today,
we held hands.
we hugged.
we kissed.
we held waists.
we touched.
i was fucking happy.
i felt damn sweet.
i felt like flying.
i loved every single moment of it.
so when you told me,
dont blame you if you find another guy in these 2 days, its easy,
my emotions went down the drain.
i know you're out with someone now,
i have no idea who it is,
but i hope it wont be that "another guy"
for i really wanna believe that my place in your heart is not that easily replaced.
but with recent horoscope readings about fucking bad love luck,
it isnt hard to believe in horoscopes.
and you'll have fucking good love luck.
so a new guy in 2days, is really possible.
some may say im silly for thinking about these stuff,
some may tell me i may be right.
but all in all i wanna tell myself,
if in these 2 days,
she really takes a liking towards a new guy,
i guess,
this time i'll really have to step back.
i wanna see you for the whole day tmr,
i'll keep trying till i get access granted.
but if its denied,
at least see me for dinner?
it hurts me that everything screwed up today,
but it makes me happy to know that right now you're somewhere out there having dinner and smiling to the person opposite you.
at least you werent left alone.
but how i wish the person opposite you was me,
or that you could hug me like you did on the train,
or that you could nibble my cheeks ever so lightly it makes me tingle.
even though all of that was simply hours ago,
i simply miss it very badly.
i hope i'll be allowed out tmr,
i really wanna spend a day with you,
with no screwups,
and no errors.
if the fucking horoscope pops up again,
i'll smash it without hesitation.
i'll show the world how much i want you.
how much i wanna hold you again,
and how much i wanna walk down the underpass and say to the pamphlet distributors,
cant you see my hands are filled?
you know,
i want you more than anything else in the world now.
i wanna see you tomorrow i wna be by your side on tuesday when you're mugging.
i dont mind watching you study cause you're so absolutely adorable.
and when you smile and tickle me or give me a little tap on my cheek,
it makes my heart even warmer,
and i wanna hold you even closer.
i wanna be able to hold you for every century,
every decade,
every year,
every month,
every day,
every hour,
every minute,
every second
and
every millisecond of my life.
i wanna die in your arms,
so please dont leave me.
please let me be by your side.
as long as conditions permit,
i'll be by your side,
no matter what happens,
and i'll protect you,
with my life.
welcome back into my life,
darling.
and this time,
i hope you'll stay in my life,
for good.
i love you ju.
P.S. i love you only, i'd never get another girl's number. so dont go telling me its okay, cause i wont. i love you and solely you, please never doubt that neverending affection i have for you, aiight? <3 ju
we held hands.
we hugged.
we kissed.
we held waists.
we touched.
i was fucking happy.
i felt damn sweet.
i felt like flying.
i loved every single moment of it.
so when you told me,
dont blame you if you find another guy in these 2 days, its easy,
my emotions went down the drain.
i know you're out with someone now,
i have no idea who it is,
but i hope it wont be that "another guy"
for i really wanna believe that my place in your heart is not that easily replaced.
but with recent horoscope readings about fucking bad love luck,
it isnt hard to believe in horoscopes.
and you'll have fucking good love luck.
so a new guy in 2days, is really possible.
some may say im silly for thinking about these stuff,
some may tell me i may be right.
but all in all i wanna tell myself,
if in these 2 days,
she really takes a liking towards a new guy,
i guess,
this time i'll really have to step back.
i wanna see you for the whole day tmr,
i'll keep trying till i get access granted.
but if its denied,
at least see me for dinner?
it hurts me that everything screwed up today,
but it makes me happy to know that right now you're somewhere out there having dinner and smiling to the person opposite you.
at least you werent left alone.
but how i wish the person opposite you was me,
or that you could hug me like you did on the train,
or that you could nibble my cheeks ever so lightly it makes me tingle.
even though all of that was simply hours ago,
i simply miss it very badly.
i hope i'll be allowed out tmr,
i really wanna spend a day with you,
with no screwups,
and no errors.
if the fucking horoscope pops up again,
i'll smash it without hesitation.
i'll show the world how much i want you.
how much i wanna hold you again,
and how much i wanna walk down the underpass and say to the pamphlet distributors,
cant you see my hands are filled?
you know,
i want you more than anything else in the world now.
i wanna see you tomorrow i wna be by your side on tuesday when you're mugging.
i dont mind watching you study cause you're so absolutely adorable.
and when you smile and tickle me or give me a little tap on my cheek,
it makes my heart even warmer,
and i wanna hold you even closer.
i wanna be able to hold you for every century,
every decade,
every year,
every month,
every day,
every hour,
every minute,
every second
and
every millisecond of my life.
i wanna die in your arms,
so please dont leave me.
please let me be by your side.
as long as conditions permit,
i'll be by your side,
no matter what happens,
and i'll protect you,
with my life.
welcome back into my life,
darling.
and this time,
i hope you'll stay in my life,
for good.
i love you ju.
P.S. i love you only, i'd never get another girl's number. so dont go telling me its okay, cause i wont. i love you and solely you, please never doubt that neverending affection i have for you, aiight? <3 ju
Labels: i love you, juju
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