(Tuesday, November 25, 2008-)
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tired like idk how to describe. i was already dying on the way back to training, i had to buy 1 soya milk, 1 red bull and 1 bottle of mineral water before i could get back to doing my handstands lol.
victor says i have a very observable flair in talking, and promoting stuff, like salesman kind. actually im half happy half sad haha. sad cause i dont wanna be a salesman, but happy cause hopefully all my OP in pw skills will play a part this time. im totally into this, i think my target should be to earn around $500? with flexi work timings, cause im too lazy to walk around the expo for the WHOLE day trying to sell stuff. unless sales get fucking good, which i doubt it will.
victor and jy say the SITEX thingy will be less then the projected 800k people, cause like now we're in economic crisis and such. hahaha but i think i'm only heading there for the experience and see how far my mouth can bring me, lol! :) yup jy'll be down at SITEX on thursday, victor may be going down on friday before training, and zhaoxuan and brandan will be down on sunday, for almost the whole day cause their church is there ^^ hopefully yq and bb will come too? hahahaha :D
today's training was quite slacky but more of an eye opener for me. Being trained in SAJC, but having zero gymnastic training, even a handstand takes me damn long to achieve :\ aye today i progressed from forward rolls, to front somersaults hahaha. YQ was teaching BB how to do but BB was damn scared and everything. as usual, brandan made his debut fall by landing on his head and going "fuccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccck pain" while the rest of us laughed on.
today's attendance was quite poor, only brandan, YQ, BB, victor, JY, joanne and another girl(sorry man i didnt get your name) were there. So we were like playing, trying gymnastics and everything and toss to hands. brandan's aim is like single lib with joanne before nationals. But like YQ said, if you cast away your fear, you'll totally progress fucking fast. More of being inspired by MR tam ZX, who is for all i know still at prom now, i wanna pia my life away. Injured nvm. totally dont care will bring me much further and faster.
i made a few goals for myself today, but i havent told them.
firstly, i wanna master toss-to-hands with ALL the flyers, by the end of this year or before 8 jan, so i can show off to ZX.
secondly, i wanna do my backtuck and cartwheel/roundoff by the end of this year.
that should be enough for now,
yeah you know me i'll most probably slack it off and forget all about it.
BUT.
i think this time, its really different. With no more studies to fuck-care about, i totally have full passion for cheer. Doesnt matter who i prefer to coach and so on, sorry if i offended any of you, but more of passion for the sport, which is gonna freaking take me damn far i tell you.
there's gonna be a cheer conference soon in KL, dont know if my parents will let me but i wna go. Victor says its gonna be a super eye opener so i really really really wanna go! :D
alright im fucking tired now, but i still feel like playing gunbound awhile :D hahaha.
she said hello.
inside im screaming, I LOVE YOU.
If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
as our lives change,
come whatever
inside my heart you will still be
my baby forever.
tears dried, heart died.
i cried, as i munched on the corn you gave me.
lucky you didnt notice :)
and i shall continue what i started,
and be good ol melvin,
for all the days to come,
for all the years to come.
but my heart never stopped yearning for you.
how i wish,
time would stop,
and leave you in my care
till eternity.
sorry for being sad.
i guess this was how i really felt today,
cause after cheer i was at the sk bus interchange,
and i saw this couple,
that totally reminded me of everything.
the way the girl responded to the guy,
the way the guy hugged her,
and even the way they teased each other.
i couldnt help but think of the past,
but its true.
the past is the past,
the present is the present.
and it all ends here.
i know i cant do anything about it,
but if you fall for him,
i promise you,
i'll give you the broadest smile i can muster,
and wish you both,
eternal bliss.
at the end of the day,
the sweetest love stories are still the ones that never have an ending.
victor says i have a very observable flair in talking, and promoting stuff, like salesman kind. actually im half happy half sad haha. sad cause i dont wanna be a salesman, but happy cause hopefully all my OP in pw skills will play a part this time. im totally into this, i think my target should be to earn around $500? with flexi work timings, cause im too lazy to walk around the expo for the WHOLE day trying to sell stuff. unless sales get fucking good, which i doubt it will.
victor and jy say the SITEX thingy will be less then the projected 800k people, cause like now we're in economic crisis and such. hahaha but i think i'm only heading there for the experience and see how far my mouth can bring me, lol! :) yup jy'll be down at SITEX on thursday, victor may be going down on friday before training, and zhaoxuan and brandan will be down on sunday, for almost the whole day cause their church is there ^^ hopefully yq and bb will come too? hahahaha :D
today's training was quite slacky but more of an eye opener for me. Being trained in SAJC, but having zero gymnastic training, even a handstand takes me damn long to achieve :\ aye today i progressed from forward rolls, to front somersaults hahaha. YQ was teaching BB how to do but BB was damn scared and everything. as usual, brandan made his debut fall by landing on his head and going "fuccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccck pain" while the rest of us laughed on.
today's attendance was quite poor, only brandan, YQ, BB, victor, JY, joanne and another girl(sorry man i didnt get your name) were there. So we were like playing, trying gymnastics and everything and toss to hands. brandan's aim is like single lib with joanne before nationals. But like YQ said, if you cast away your fear, you'll totally progress fucking fast. More of being inspired by MR tam ZX, who is for all i know still at prom now, i wanna pia my life away. Injured nvm. totally dont care will bring me much further and faster.
i made a few goals for myself today, but i havent told them.
firstly, i wanna master toss-to-hands with ALL the flyers, by the end of this year or before 8 jan, so i can show off to ZX.
secondly, i wanna do my backtuck and cartwheel/roundoff by the end of this year.
that should be enough for now,
yeah you know me i'll most probably slack it off and forget all about it.
BUT.
i think this time, its really different. With no more studies to fuck-care about, i totally have full passion for cheer. Doesnt matter who i prefer to coach and so on, sorry if i offended any of you, but more of passion for the sport, which is gonna freaking take me damn far i tell you.
there's gonna be a cheer conference soon in KL, dont know if my parents will let me but i wna go. Victor says its gonna be a super eye opener so i really really really wanna go! :D
alright im fucking tired now, but i still feel like playing gunbound awhile :D hahaha.
she said hello.
inside im screaming, I LOVE YOU.
If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
as our lives change,
come whatever
inside my heart you will still be
my baby forever.
tears dried, heart died.
i cried, as i munched on the corn you gave me.
lucky you didnt notice :)
and i shall continue what i started,
and be good ol melvin,
for all the days to come,
for all the years to come.
but my heart never stopped yearning for you.
how i wish,
time would stop,
and leave you in my care
till eternity.
sorry for being sad.
i guess this was how i really felt today,
cause after cheer i was at the sk bus interchange,
and i saw this couple,
that totally reminded me of everything.
the way the girl responded to the guy,
the way the guy hugged her,
and even the way they teased each other.
i couldnt help but think of the past,
but its true.
the past is the past,
the present is the present.
and it all ends here.
i know i cant do anything about it,
but if you fall for him,
i promise you,
i'll give you the broadest smile i can muster,
and wish you both,
eternal bliss.
at the end of the day,
the sweetest love stories are still the ones that never have an ending.
Labels: backtuck, jan 8, toss-to-hands
the story ends like this;
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