starting lately, im starting to feel that i have alot of time, and if you need time before you'll talk to me again, hey, im totally fine with it :D
but no, i still cant do without you :\
life, is such a dilemma.
i feel like going to play at wildcards tmr, but i've got training! ah well, thinking carefully, i still think denvers will give me a more holistic form of training, like strengthening the basics first. if i were to join wildcards, undeniably it'd be fucking cool cause the first thing i'll learn is toss to hands, but learning by habit and not by technique, some may love it, but i dont think i wanna go ten years down the road, and find out because of weak foundation, i end up injuring myself/not being able to do even higher level stunts.
aye, i dont really care if wildcards is better, will win more awards and such. im into cheer, not to win awards, but to stick with the team, that will bring me the furthest, in the long run, and not simply lead me by habit and repititive muscle memory.
no more mistakes in life, no more memory work. technique before glam
:)
P.S. but i'll get BB to teach me toss to hands as well! zhaoxuan says she's so fucking good as a flyer she can correct the bases, respect! if she'll help, i'll be more then willing to learn :D
the story ends like this;
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about the blogger melvin;
+ learn html
+ learn photography
+ learn to be more meticulous
+ whiter teeth
+ to be filled
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