(Friday, November 07, 2008-)
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math paper was a lil bit better,
but yeah at least its all over :)
i was fucking stressed this morning, damn stressed and all.
it was the first time i didnt listen to music on the way to school.
ju was very supportive, tried to make me feel better.
thanks ju :)
although you used hard and soft approach both at the same time!
hahah but yeah fuck a levels.
once i clear next wednesday,
and i get to have dinner with you again,
all'll be normal once again.
sean and the rest are staying over at his house next friday,
but i bet mummy wont allow me to.
its not about the stay, but yeah they're going prawning the next day.
pay 30 bucks to fish for prawns and then BBQ and eat them on the spot.
I've never dared to kill a prawn alive,
but yes. If you like to eat prawns (cause they claim its damn nice),
i'll bring you prawning too!
it'll be something like fishing but much less gross without all the worms and such! ^^
next wednesday maybe i'll take you to marks and spencer,
then to the coffeeshop at my school there.
the stuff there really is ALL damn nice.
till next wednesday then,
look forward to it!
im not asking for anything more,
this morning was enough for me.
i havent felt so sweetened for a really long time already.
and its that tingly tingly nice feeling,
all over again.
in the past,
i was inexperienced.
all my first times,
you had to take the initiative.
but this time,
its a fact that i NEED you.
you dont have to come back to me,
but this time i'll make all the initiatives.
its only correct,
because if i really long for something,
i have to put in my best to get it.
and if i ever do get to hold your hand again,
i'll cherish it with every bit of love i have in me.
i'll never EVER let you cry for me.
i think your mummy loves jack more.
but yeah if you ever feel that no one loves you like they should,
you're sorely mistaken.
i love you.
i'll dedicate to you all the time in my life,
i'll be there for you whenever you need me.
i'll protect you in all ways possible,
even if you dont say it.
its only one day since we last met,
but i miss you already,
and my heart is growing,
soon, my entire heart will be filled full of you.
im really heartened by the fact,
that i'll get to teach you piano.
and that means i get to see you very often ^^
if you would let,
i wanna watch the sunrise with you.
right after your lit paper.
i know its not really possible,
but i hope that after i bring you out,
you'll consider staying over.
i'll wake you up at 4.45am,
and we'll walk to the open field.
and watch the sunrise together.
i've never saw the sunrise before,
and i would like to share my first time,
only with you.
will you let me? :)
P.S. you could bring clothes to change into, we'll sleep abit more after the sunrise and then go meet sean tat peng ting jas! :)
but its all a fantasy, i hope it'll come true, with all of my heart ^^
but yeah at least its all over :)
i was fucking stressed this morning, damn stressed and all.
it was the first time i didnt listen to music on the way to school.
ju was very supportive, tried to make me feel better.
thanks ju :)
although you used hard and soft approach both at the same time!
hahah but yeah fuck a levels.
once i clear next wednesday,
and i get to have dinner with you again,
all'll be normal once again.
sean and the rest are staying over at his house next friday,
but i bet mummy wont allow me to.
its not about the stay, but yeah they're going prawning the next day.
pay 30 bucks to fish for prawns and then BBQ and eat them on the spot.
I've never dared to kill a prawn alive,
but yes. If you like to eat prawns (cause they claim its damn nice),
i'll bring you prawning too!
it'll be something like fishing but much less gross without all the worms and such! ^^
next wednesday maybe i'll take you to marks and spencer,
then to the coffeeshop at my school there.
the stuff there really is ALL damn nice.
till next wednesday then,
look forward to it!
im not asking for anything more,
this morning was enough for me.
i havent felt so sweetened for a really long time already.
and its that tingly tingly nice feeling,
all over again.
in the past,
i was inexperienced.
all my first times,
you had to take the initiative.
but this time,
its a fact that i NEED you.
you dont have to come back to me,
but this time i'll make all the initiatives.
its only correct,
because if i really long for something,
i have to put in my best to get it.
and if i ever do get to hold your hand again,
i'll cherish it with every bit of love i have in me.
i'll never EVER let you cry for me.
i think your mummy loves jack more.
but yeah if you ever feel that no one loves you like they should,
you're sorely mistaken.
i love you.
i'll dedicate to you all the time in my life,
i'll be there for you whenever you need me.
i'll protect you in all ways possible,
even if you dont say it.
its only one day since we last met,
but i miss you already,
and my heart is growing,
soon, my entire heart will be filled full of you.
im really heartened by the fact,
that i'll get to teach you piano.
and that means i get to see you very often ^^
if you would let,
i wanna watch the sunrise with you.
right after your lit paper.
i know its not really possible,
but i hope that after i bring you out,
you'll consider staying over.
i'll wake you up at 4.45am,
and we'll walk to the open field.
and watch the sunrise together.
i've never saw the sunrise before,
and i would like to share my first time,
only with you.
will you let me? :)
P.S. you could bring clothes to change into, we'll sleep abit more after the sunrise and then go meet sean tat peng ting jas! :)
but its all a fantasy, i hope it'll come true, with all of my heart ^^
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