fucking cool i totally love the show although its exaggerated and all that. i feel like somehow im becoming like a fangirl of jerry yan, luo zhi xiang and wu zun :\
you know, when guys get too awesomely handsome even guys have chances of idolising them. bleah sports are damn cool why wasnt i born a sportsman.
damn weak, why cant i do something terrific for once, like cupie or single lib or whatnot. i know i too short to play basketball, but still i think its a fucking cool sport. and badminton too. y'know, sometimes when you suck at something and everyone around you is fucking good, you kind of give up? :(
i feel so hopeless now, im totally unprepared for physics paper, and today i've econs tuition at 530-8. then i'll gather some econs stuff, start mugging for chem P2 at 9. tmr, chem will start at 8, and then theres econs P2 after that at 2. Hopefully it'll turn out better, or im seriously screwed.
blah blah freedom is only 2 days away after today, but im still so restless and unmotivated. anyway i asked nick to come over to study on thursday tgt for chem MCQ hahaha i got a serious feeling we'll play more then study. but at least it keeps my mind off things, i guess.
BUT THURSDAY IS SO FREAKING FAR AWAY AND I STILL HAVE TO ENDURE SHITTY DAYS OF CHEM ECONS AND ECONS AGAIN :(
whining is so loser.
working out after a levels seems so fucking inviting esp since Sengkang sports complex (with gym!) is right behind my house. But i bet i'll slack around on my lazy ass right after A levels. Nick even signed up for dragonboat comp. hahaha asshole.
OH and on friday, im gna fuck care zhaoxuan. since he doesnt wanna go with me, i'll just go myself! (to training). im gna go denversing! hahaha name wise its not that great but i know there are some monsters inside there as well. pls pls pls let me do a single lib before the end of this year! :D
its a pity i cant stunt with ju anymore, but i musnt let my love for the sport stop. She has her own commitments her own interests her own loves. i have mine too. Although i've been following her all this time, i think at least now i've the FRSM goal, in addition to loving that sweet little thing in my life ^^
mummy says the piano teacher will not accept if he thinks you dont have enough talent, i hope i'll make it, else i'll be rendered totally uselss, like excel in nothing AT ALL :(
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