(Wednesday, November 05, 2008-)
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i have blood in my shit.
but after i shitted, it was ideally a catharsis hahahahahaha
catharsis :
after an overwhelming shitting experience, it restores my health and mana. i feel so much better now. before this i felt PREGNANT. maybe i dont know what it feels like, but wtf! now my tummy feels so much freaking lighter. chem paper 3 tmr, im super unprepared. but whatever, i still have to worry about bloody math paper 2 on fri, and the econs tuition right after that.
just like my original blog quote, life sucks.
all the more without you by my side.
holding on,
pressing on,
i'll force myself to last till after the A's,
and i wont talk to you so much anymore.
i've been super teary these days,
all because i read the old posts.
i cant afford to communicate with you,
i'd cry.
and i guess its really quite enjoyable for you as well,
cause like im no longer disturbing you or irritating you haha.
i'll only text you to eat,
cause i think on sms,
you're way cuter and sweeter.
you make me smile everytime i think of you.
let me hold you again, sweetheart <3
im feeling quite badly screwed over by chem now.
if i could, i'd call you.
if i could, i'd ask you to hold me.
if i could, i'd ask you to not let my world fall apart again.
im probably having one of my fantasies again.
but after i shitted, it was ideally a catharsis hahahahahaha
catharsis :
- A release of emotional tension, as after an overwhelming experience, that restores or refreshes the spirit.
after an overwhelming shitting experience, it restores my health and mana. i feel so much better now. before this i felt PREGNANT. maybe i dont know what it feels like, but wtf! now my tummy feels so much freaking lighter. chem paper 3 tmr, im super unprepared. but whatever, i still have to worry about bloody math paper 2 on fri, and the econs tuition right after that.
just like my original blog quote, life sucks.
all the more without you by my side.
holding on,
pressing on,
i'll force myself to last till after the A's,
and i wont talk to you so much anymore.
i've been super teary these days,
all because i read the old posts.
i cant afford to communicate with you,
i'd cry.
and i guess its really quite enjoyable for you as well,
cause like im no longer disturbing you or irritating you haha.
i'll only text you to eat,
cause i think on sms,
you're way cuter and sweeter.
you make me smile everytime i think of you.
let me hold you again, sweetheart <3
im feeling quite badly screwed over by chem now.
if i could, i'd call you.
if i could, i'd ask you to hold me.
if i could, i'd ask you to not let my world fall apart again.
im probably having one of my fantasies again.
Labels: juju
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