(Monday, November 03, 2008-)
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as promised, im back :)
math was orgasmically fucked-up.
wanna fail they dont let you fail.
wanna get A, the heavy weightage questions so fucking difficult.
which idiot cares about maximum area of a FLOWERBED when the flowers are just gonna overgrow and like spill out of the fence?
and now im starting to respect bankers.
customer asks, hey, if i deposit 10 bucks a month + compounded 2% interest,
how much will i have after 2 years and how long will it take for me to reach 2k?
and the worst part is you cant tell them its too fucking complicated, nabei.
and so many many more.
alright im bored of booing the math paper.
i've got chem paper 3 in 1 days time and i havent started preparing.
and math paper 2 right after that.
on a not-so-examy note,
i was freaking late for the paper today.
like 15mins got shaved off.
and when i got in i spent like 15mins on qn1 stoning and trying to wait for me to stop sweating.
seriously, i wanna thank all the religions and all the gods who've been looking out for me.
thank you for letting me have her jacket haha else it've been worse.
After the sweating stopped i started feeling the wind in my bones
hahaha exaggerating but you get my point.
and i had really nice dreams last night.
i dreamt we spent the entire night talking and rambling on about unimportant stuff,
and we were super sweet and everything.
it was lovely i swear.
so enjoyable i refused to wake up till around 11.
i know its a dream,
but i dont really care.
its love that keeps me going,
even if its a dream,
at least i got to hold you again <3
i really miss holding you like fuck.
i know its a levels and she wont read my blog so i'll be more open ^^
the other day at the station when i tricked you and kissed you,
i smelt you hair again.
super nice, i loved it :)
that moment was probably the happiest moment throughout this year.
maybe its because i used to take for granted the fact i could kiss you anytime,
and now when i really have to work hard just for a chance like that,
i really feel much much happier.
it was sweet,
and that tingly feeling,
it came right back to me.
even though i didnt get to hold you,
didnt get to hold your hand,
didnt get to snuggle up close to you,
but i dont care.
the peck was lovely in itself.
i'd really withstand all of hell,
just to hold your hand again.
but i know love never comes easy.
if i want you,
i'll have to rightfully earn it back.
being seperated and not seeing you for so long,
really did make my heart fonder.
though the times were sour and sadness was all over me,
but i cheered up the instant i saw you again.
why're you so fucking cute?
the wonders of love.
what it can make people do,
and what it can make me do.
im yours to keep, anytime.
but if i must give my life,
i will.
if i get to have you by my side again.
i bought SHARK ENERGY DRINK on the way home cause its on sale, like 2 for $2 haha and now i cant even force myself to sleep its like my eyes feel like ive worn my contacts for the entire day and they're drying up. its like poking my eyes open when my brain is already half dead. haha. but thats great at least i get to study late :)
if i were to sum up my feelings now in 5 letters, it'd be:
imhys
i miss holding you sweetheart.
lots of love,
yours. <3
math was orgasmically fucked-up.
wanna fail they dont let you fail.
wanna get A, the heavy weightage questions so fucking difficult.
which idiot cares about maximum area of a FLOWERBED when the flowers are just gonna overgrow and like spill out of the fence?
and now im starting to respect bankers.
customer asks, hey, if i deposit 10 bucks a month + compounded 2% interest,
how much will i have after 2 years and how long will it take for me to reach 2k?
and the worst part is you cant tell them its too fucking complicated, nabei.
and so many many more.
alright im bored of booing the math paper.
i've got chem paper 3 in 1 days time and i havent started preparing.
and math paper 2 right after that.
on a not-so-examy note,
i was freaking late for the paper today.
like 15mins got shaved off.
and when i got in i spent like 15mins on qn1 stoning and trying to wait for me to stop sweating.
seriously, i wanna thank all the religions and all the gods who've been looking out for me.
thank you for letting me have her jacket haha else it've been worse.
After the sweating stopped i started feeling the wind in my bones
hahaha exaggerating but you get my point.
and i had really nice dreams last night.
i dreamt we spent the entire night talking and rambling on about unimportant stuff,
and we were super sweet and everything.
it was lovely i swear.
so enjoyable i refused to wake up till around 11.
i know its a dream,
but i dont really care.
its love that keeps me going,
even if its a dream,
at least i got to hold you again <3
i really miss holding you like fuck.
i know its a levels and she wont read my blog so i'll be more open ^^
the other day at the station when i tricked you and kissed you,
i smelt you hair again.
super nice, i loved it :)
that moment was probably the happiest moment throughout this year.
maybe its because i used to take for granted the fact i could kiss you anytime,
and now when i really have to work hard just for a chance like that,
i really feel much much happier.
it was sweet,
and that tingly feeling,
it came right back to me.
even though i didnt get to hold you,
didnt get to hold your hand,
didnt get to snuggle up close to you,
but i dont care.
the peck was lovely in itself.
i'd really withstand all of hell,
just to hold your hand again.
but i know love never comes easy.
if i want you,
i'll have to rightfully earn it back.
being seperated and not seeing you for so long,
really did make my heart fonder.
though the times were sour and sadness was all over me,
but i cheered up the instant i saw you again.
why're you so fucking cute?
the wonders of love.
what it can make people do,
and what it can make me do.
im yours to keep, anytime.
but if i must give my life,
i will.
if i get to have you by my side again.
i bought SHARK ENERGY DRINK on the way home cause its on sale, like 2 for $2 haha and now i cant even force myself to sleep its like my eyes feel like ive worn my contacts for the entire day and they're drying up. its like poking my eyes open when my brain is already half dead. haha. but thats great at least i get to study late :)
if i were to sum up my feelings now in 5 letters, it'd be:
imhys
i miss holding you sweetheart.
lots of love,
yours. <3
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