(Friday, November 28, 2008-)
+7:29 PM]*
+7:29 PM]*
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i couldnt sleep last night.
we're drifting apart
i hate this feeling
i'd love to be close to you again
baby.
life is neverendingly depressing and infuriating,
and i miss your sayangs.
last night i thought of lots of things.
and one particular incident made me long for you more.
remember xuanyi's house gathering?
i had some hives rash.
and we had to go out to this clinic for an injection.
you went with me,
and when the doctor inserted the needle,
you hugged me.
you held me close and stroked my hair.
even the doctor said,
"with these sayang sayang everything also not pain already".
that left such a deep impression on me,
and at that point of time,
it felt good,
to be protected,
and i knew that you really meant it.
really meant to hold me close and tell me,
everything's gonna be alright darling,
im here.
and the many times,
we sat with you lying on me,
and i'd stroke your face till you wake up.
you'd give me the sleepy smile and hug me,
and fall asleep on my lap,
all over again.
i love you the way you are baby,
i dont care what you've done.
i dont care what others think.
just come hold me like you always do ju,
and i swear,
everything will be alright,
in an instant.
thats how much you mean to me,
so please dont close yourself up to me,
it hurts.
please?
we're drifting apart
i hate this feeling
i'd love to be close to you again
baby.
life is neverendingly depressing and infuriating,
and i miss your sayangs.
last night i thought of lots of things.
and one particular incident made me long for you more.
remember xuanyi's house gathering?
i had some hives rash.
and we had to go out to this clinic for an injection.
you went with me,
and when the doctor inserted the needle,
you hugged me.
you held me close and stroked my hair.
even the doctor said,
"with these sayang sayang everything also not pain already".
that left such a deep impression on me,
and at that point of time,
it felt good,
to be protected,
and i knew that you really meant it.
really meant to hold me close and tell me,
everything's gonna be alright darling,
im here.
and the many times,
we sat with you lying on me,
and i'd stroke your face till you wake up.
you'd give me the sleepy smile and hug me,
and fall asleep on my lap,
all over again.
i love you the way you are baby,
i dont care what you've done.
i dont care what others think.
just come hold me like you always do ju,
and i swear,
everything will be alright,
in an instant.
thats how much you mean to me,
so please dont close yourself up to me,
it hurts.
please?
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