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at the end of the line, i still think im more interested in music.
be it history of music, appreciation of music and whatnots,
i hate chem and i hate physics.
why didnt SA introduce Music(H2) as a subject much earlier?
've been studying the entire day, and ive only gotten one part of a chem question done.
more of spending time on the piano and watching stitch's tutorials on youtube.
but will i make it in the music line?
i guess not.
pure interest really does not suffice,
for raw talent is much more recognised.
i took 8 years to attain my diploma,
whereas my mom just told me of this pri6 little girl,
who went under the tutorage of this piano teacher,
and made it to grade 7 in 2 years.
probably she's gonna enrol me under this dude.
hopefully things will move much faster.
i've played the piano for close to 14 years,
played the erhu for close to 7 years,
and none of that compares to the shit im getting from these 2 years of JC life.
undeniably, it was sweet that i managed to get myself a girlfriend for almost a year,
but the relationship did not free us in the least from the horrors of school life.
All the crazy rushes for university admissions,
i wonder,
where will CCCCD land me?
in my ass.
thats why,
ive resigned myself to fate,
and decided to start mugging.
for the '09 a levels.
at least i have 2 years of NS to cover up for the time.
maybe studying will finally interest me.
i have no interest in anything whatsoever now,
maybe a slight tinge of love for my piano,
but thats really all there is to it.
i no longer feel pain,
but thats not a good thing.
it means, im emotionless now,
you know why you're so weak?
because you lack hatred.
present tense : hit.
past tense : hurt.
current tense : hate.
hate is the strongest weapon anyone can ever have.
hate is what keeps us going.
we live,
because we hate.
be it history of music, appreciation of music and whatnots,
i hate chem and i hate physics.
why didnt SA introduce Music(H2) as a subject much earlier?
've been studying the entire day, and ive only gotten one part of a chem question done.
more of spending time on the piano and watching stitch's tutorials on youtube.
but will i make it in the music line?
i guess not.
pure interest really does not suffice,
for raw talent is much more recognised.
i took 8 years to attain my diploma,
whereas my mom just told me of this pri6 little girl,
who went under the tutorage of this piano teacher,
and made it to grade 7 in 2 years.
probably she's gonna enrol me under this dude.
hopefully things will move much faster.
i've played the piano for close to 14 years,
played the erhu for close to 7 years,
and none of that compares to the shit im getting from these 2 years of JC life.
undeniably, it was sweet that i managed to get myself a girlfriend for almost a year,
but the relationship did not free us in the least from the horrors of school life.
All the crazy rushes for university admissions,
i wonder,
where will CCCCD land me?
in my ass.
thats why,
ive resigned myself to fate,
and decided to start mugging.
for the '09 a levels.
at least i have 2 years of NS to cover up for the time.
maybe studying will finally interest me.
i have no interest in anything whatsoever now,
maybe a slight tinge of love for my piano,
but thats really all there is to it.
i no longer feel pain,
but thats not a good thing.
it means, im emotionless now,
you know why you're so weak?
because you lack hatred.
present tense : hit.
past tense : hurt.
current tense : hate.
hate is the strongest weapon anyone can ever have.
hate is what keeps us going.
we live,
because we hate.
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