i brought you marshmallows today! :D and i had to rest like 3 times before reaching! though its not entirely cause of the distance haha. i sort of tried to shortcut ended up at some drain LOL. but yup she's happy, and so am i.
im kinda very worried about a levels now, dont know if i'll even pass :S but that doesnt matter much. For now, genting trip beckons! haha. i even sent a mail to the travel company. I hope all 8 of us (me, you, ting, jas, feipeng, tat, sean & yy) all can make it! 1 day in genting and 2 days in berjaya times square :D
genting 1 day theme park should be enough haha :) its just like ESCAPE theme park, but the thing is, at least its coldcold up there, sounds really exciting :D:D plus the long bus ride and so on, we'll all be able to bond like super well! And i tell you, berjaya times square is TOO FREAKING BIG. got too many things to shop already. Probably too ex, but i know girls love to shop, so yeah, why not stay an extra day there? And i swear, the theme park there may be smaller then genting, but its freaking cool also. Super roller coasters and swings.
haha we guys can go play you girls go shop :) and the hotel rooms there are superb there's even a gym there where we can work out at :D
The tour agency hasnt replied yet (of course since i sent the mail at 2.15am), but predictions are that we'll have to spend around S$500/pax. S$200 for the trip and lodging, 300 for our own spending and stuff. If you're a real saver like some kueh we know, then maybe it'll be S$300 total haha :) but whatever, its my trip before army. I think i'll take a loan from mummy and daddy. Pay them back during army :) Once again, i hope ALL of us can make it ^-^
LALALALAA im really hyper now, like going crazy. Cause you asked me to teach you piano, and the best thing is i'll get to see you everyday! I hope i can teach you smth nice before we arrive at genting, so you can make me proud of you :D You'll be able to play like the picture! *points* Whatever the case, i think life after the a levels is gna be damn freakin fun ^^ Genting, teaching you piano, wildcards, running, lose weight. WALAO SCREW A LEVELS I SHOULD JUST RETAKE NEXT YEAR HAHAHAHA.
AND OMG my waist shrunk. hahahahahahi hope this carries on! and if i dont remember wrongly, i think genting has this tobbogan attraction and the weight limit is like 65 or 62. The last time i saw it, i was like 70+ :X im gonna put that as my dream and sit that ride! Darling, you should try it, its really fun. I think its called Thunder mountain or smth. Its this go cart vehicle you sit in, and the rollers on the side roll you all the way to the top and so on. And there's gonna be roller coasters bumper cars crazy attractions ! :D although i think most of the time we're gonna spend it queueing up for the rides, but IDC! as long as i get to spend alot alot of time with you, i love it :D
Anyway, im really sorry i flared up yesterday, i just got really pissed about some stuff i feel we should not bring up. Move on :) I'll accept ALL of your friends and co-exist with them, so dont you worry. I'm still gonna pick you up on 19th nov, so yeah. Leave that day for me! Give me some time, but i've got a very bad feeling i wont be able to let go till the point i wont get jealous even when you go out 1on1 with a guy :S if i didnt feel anything i guess it'd reflect really badly on how much i actually love? aye haha put that aside, i'll learn as i go along. Theres really alot i can learn from this whole year with you, i thank you for everything, really ^^
Its almost 3 now, you've gone to bed already and im really happy. IDK why, but seriously when i see you resting well, taking care and/or eating well and happy, i'll be really happy. Even happier then when good things happen to me. Aye, but yeah its a nice feeling to be happy for someone, so i wont stop. Today when i got to see you, even for that fleeting moment, i felt my heart melt again. Its wonderful that i got a glimse of you. Makes my heart feel so much lighter. Now im regretting deleting our pictures. Now i know we wont get them back again, its so heart-wrenching :( BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE, I BRUSH MY TEETH 6 TIMES A DAY EVERYDAY! but i think its the inside that's yellow. I'll just keep it up, hopefully i'll be able to whiten it as much as i can, get the whitening job when i got the money haha ^^
I have no mood to study i just wanna spend the rest of my life taking care of you :) Bleah why couldnt i have been born as your maid? Taking care of you for life, unconditional, not expecting any rewards and looking after each and every of your needs. If i were i wouldnt take the pay every month! :)
Daddy got me a necklace charm thing for good luck and it looks quite stylish i think it could be an accesory! :X you know, i hold it everyday and pray for you and me! ^^
Sorry k this is a VERY long post, uber wordy too! but its okay i really have so much to say :X Sorrysorry! :)
1. im glad we managed to stay so happy even though we dont meet :) 2. its true, absence makes the heart grow fonder. 3. i know you're not having good sleep, hearing voices and all that. Its cause you're too stressed and over-insecure. I pray sincerely for your safety. I'd give my life for you to be happy and i mean it.
*points up* guess why i stopped at number 3? i have lots more to say! but 3 is special. As in, the "3" in 3rd and "3" in 831 and "3" in its 3am now and "3" in <3 and so much more! ^^
i hope i'll be the one who can provide you with an entire lifetime of happiness and love, and never let you cry ever again.
P.S , i love you ju. <3 and i miss you an awful lot but im controlling myself.
the story ends like this;
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you entered: to do
about the blogger melvin;
+ learn html
+ learn photography
+ learn to be more meticulous
+ whiter teeth
+ to be filled
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