):):):):): lawrence says my blog isnt as interesting as yours, boon. damn, but i kinda agree you know. i have NO life. seriously. But it kinda seems like the arts people have more life than the science people, isnt it. You know, im envious. Youre J2. yet you seem to be enjoying school MUCH more than i am. i have totally no mood to study for common test, and even if im playing hard, i aint really enjoying it. cause i know i dont have time alr, and im still not in the mood. really, i think im gonna have to go for orientation 08. fuck.
its really getting to me these few days, the way how ive been slacking away my june holidays, instead of studying. Imean, it isnt as if this hasnt happened before, but this time its really different. Ive got a really bad feeling. Someone slap me. Im drifting too far out alr. i shall start studying already. im really serious about this. I could do with some help here though, in chem and econs, i practically dont know anything about those subjects. Im not aiming to score straight A's in the coming common test, but at least a satisfying E or D. that'd be really pleasant.Its only 2 weeks left. will any of you help? (: anyway with reference to lawrence's tag, i would like to clarify here that i dont refresh my page to get the counter going. really. But its also a fact that my counter isnt moving. maybe i should remove it. At least it'll hide the fact that no one's bothered to read this pathetic blog of mine, isnt it. Simply over 5000 hits in four months isnt something to be proud of. check the celebrity bloggers. They can clear their counters everyday, and still have more hits than me. thats how few people read. maybe i should just delete my blog. ): i really am a god-damned loser. i suck at everything. really. except being a loser, that is. im losing so much faith in myself. someone save me. oh anyway on a brighter note, we should have more cheer outings like this afternoon. really, even though we did nothing and bought nothing, it was really fun sitting down with you all at KFC. gossiping seems really fun now. next time you all should come along too. its a pity we didnt watch the movie though. but it was time well spent, i cant argue with that. thanks for everything, everyone! ((: But the world is black. And hearts are cold. And there's no hope. That's what we're told. And we can't go back. It won't be the same. sounds like me. sorry im emo.
the story ends like this;
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about the blogger melvin;
+ learn html
+ learn photography
+ learn to be more meticulous
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