(Saturday, May 05, 2007-)
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# 3/5/07-
obviously my bloody post got deleted . damned blogspot. heh. i shall try to remember what i said just now. Hmmr, oh it started like this. woots, im back. haha, im practically a loser now, cause ive only passed my first physics test, with a puny 13/20. Yesterday i got back my 2nd physics test. 4/30. lovely, isnt it. i shall kill myself soon. Ive failed every other subject test i attempted, and theres this super hyper strong feeling that im gonna have to repeat this year. Okay, lets start with chemistry. I dont know shit about ANY of the 2nd intake topics, and it doesnt really help much to have a lecturer like mrs wong, who simply loves to walk out of lectures, i guess. heh X) How i wish we wouldnt have lectures, and the whole JC life would be tutorials and tutorials. I bet i'd have learnt better. Hmmr, then comes econs. i dont understand anything AT ALL. demand and supply wont take me far. In fact, it only took me as far as scoring 5/25 for my first test. properly speaking, i think demand and supply is bloody common sense, so i can safely say i suck at econs, or rather, econs sucks, cause like most of the class didnt pass as well. What the hell's with pice elasticity and cross elasticity. All those real life examples, they dont really shed much light on the theories. And if you havent noticed, economics lectures are the lectures with the lowest noise level, cause only a handful are listening, and the rest are happily nodding off. That, is godlike, but of course, chem lectures with mrs wong are even better. i shant go into the details. HEH. Now we move on to the subjects im better in. Better generally for me means theres a guaranteed at least a sub-pass. Thats an E grade. okay. physics. i loved this subject in secondary school, and mr ling was a great teacher, if you guys from cat high do remember him. hah, i understood projectile motion (thanks nat!) fully yesterday! but the test was last week, so you get what i mean. But at least i tried okay. Lucky the class has only started on dynamics, so i think if i study a little, i'd be able to catch up already. Maths, WAS my favourite in secondary school, be it A maths or E maths, i always did my best for the papers, and i loved the subject. Its no different here in StAndrews. However, im like struggling to understand stigma and mathematical induction ONLY, but they're like the two bloody largest chapters i have learnt so far. Not much help knowing that, but im trying my best to catch up. Maybe i'll get nat or jernan to help me! haha, theyre my classmates FYI. Actually i thought about this scenario. How about i give up totally on chem and econs, and chiong my physics and maths? but on second thoughts, i'd better not, cause i'll retain all the same. If i got As for physics and maths, but straight U's for the rest, i'd get a score of 30, cause physics is H1, and end up retaining, cause i heard i need 35 to promote. So definitely, that isnt a good idea. And, if i gave up chem, i'd be letting Mr wong, our chem tutor down. He's a nice teacher, and i think i'll study for him, though it'll be a different case for economics. But, i guess i've got no choice after all. If i get to pass next week's lecture, which will be nothing short of a miracle, i'll have to study extensively for today and tomorrow, which is practically put, IMPOSSIBLE for a loser like me. I'll probably drift off into some unknown place and dream of stupid stuff. heh. i'll try my best. cause if i do retain, napfa's gonna be much much harder. But thats just another of my stupid reasons. I WILL promote. ((:
Okay, now its time for the updating. heh. Only this monday i did my 2.4 run. On that day, i was like still down with a little flu and my bloody knee was acting up again, but lucky mingjiang made me run. haha, did i mention that i hate running? haha. Im really glad its over, and the overall result left me rather proud of myself, though to you all out there, the timing isnt really something to be proud of luh. Haha, i broke my loser timing streak after four years, finally. haha. From secondary 1 to 4, my timings ranged from 13.37 to 15.42, but ironically, as i grew older, i took longer to complete the run. haha, this time it was different! i did a lovely timing of 12.01. haha though i wouldve killed to do a timing below 11.30, but i guess im pretty much satisfied. sean dropped out of the run halfway, cause like his knee was giving him a lot more hell than mine was, so he stopped running halfway. HEH. At least my napfa this year looks more hopeful than the previous 4 years i spent in catholic high. Hopefully i'll be able to do at least 3 pull-ups, then my silver award's guaranteed. haha, not that im after the prize money that the college's offering, but i wanna be fit, for once. (: Being in chinese orchestra from secondary 1 to 4, didnt do much to my physical fitness. Thats why i joined cheerleading this time. And mind you, so many people stopped saying cheer was gay, after our performance on sports day. Though i screwed up a little, but i guess it was a pretty satisfying performance for everyone. Hah, but some losers are still saying cheerleaders should not get the team SAJC shirt. haha. fuck them man. Cheerleading training is quite strenuous as well okay. To that loser out there who said cheer people shouldnt get team SAJC tee, i bet you havent gotten yours, cause youre such a loser in your CCA, and youre totally envious of us. yes, i mean what i say. you can jolly well come try out one of our trainings, and i bet you'd simply die out before even half an hour is up. LOSER FUCK. haha.
okay, ive been making up goals and all that, but you cant blame me if i seem noobish, cause i've only started going to the gym since april this year. Yes, its only been a month. yay, i wanna do 70kg bench press by the end of this year, and im like 20kg away. But i've got half a year. When i get to that stage, i'll probably be able to do a stable extension without shaky hands. haha. Also, i've gotta do more than 10 pull-ups, and do a broad jump of more than 246cm. Those are the minimums for A grade. haha. okay, i guess thats about all i've got to say. oh yea. i wanna learn dance! anyone wants to go learn with me? haha, maybe i'll go with sherwin. Popping and locking. The next time you guys see me, im gonna be able to do the WAVE man. HAH. heres the webbie, if you didnt know whats popping and locking. -- http://www.oschool.com.sg/-- check under the videos section.
but before i do publish this post , i wanna dedicate something to that loser out there once again and here it is :
FUCK YOU.
Okay, now its time for the updating. heh. Only this monday i did my 2.4 run. On that day, i was like still down with a little flu and my bloody knee was acting up again, but lucky mingjiang made me run. haha, did i mention that i hate running? haha. Im really glad its over, and the overall result left me rather proud of myself, though to you all out there, the timing isnt really something to be proud of luh. Haha, i broke my loser timing streak after four years, finally. haha. From secondary 1 to 4, my timings ranged from 13.37 to 15.42, but ironically, as i grew older, i took longer to complete the run. haha, this time it was different! i did a lovely timing of 12.01. haha though i wouldve killed to do a timing below 11.30, but i guess im pretty much satisfied. sean dropped out of the run halfway, cause like his knee was giving him a lot more hell than mine was, so he stopped running halfway. HEH. At least my napfa this year looks more hopeful than the previous 4 years i spent in catholic high. Hopefully i'll be able to do at least 3 pull-ups, then my silver award's guaranteed. haha, not that im after the prize money that the college's offering, but i wanna be fit, for once. (: Being in chinese orchestra from secondary 1 to 4, didnt do much to my physical fitness. Thats why i joined cheerleading this time. And mind you, so many people stopped saying cheer was gay, after our performance on sports day. Though i screwed up a little, but i guess it was a pretty satisfying performance for everyone. Hah, but some losers are still saying cheerleaders should not get the team SAJC shirt. haha. fuck them man. Cheerleading training is quite strenuous as well okay. To that loser out there who said cheer people shouldnt get team SAJC tee, i bet you havent gotten yours, cause youre such a loser in your CCA, and youre totally envious of us. yes, i mean what i say. you can jolly well come try out one of our trainings, and i bet you'd simply die out before even half an hour is up. LOSER FUCK. haha.
okay, ive been making up goals and all that, but you cant blame me if i seem noobish, cause i've only started going to the gym since april this year. Yes, its only been a month. yay, i wanna do 70kg bench press by the end of this year, and im like 20kg away. But i've got half a year. When i get to that stage, i'll probably be able to do a stable extension without shaky hands. haha. Also, i've gotta do more than 10 pull-ups, and do a broad jump of more than 246cm. Those are the minimums for A grade. haha. okay, i guess thats about all i've got to say. oh yea. i wanna learn dance! anyone wants to go learn with me? haha, maybe i'll go with sherwin. Popping and locking. The next time you guys see me, im gonna be able to do the WAVE man. HAH. heres the webbie, if you didnt know whats popping and locking. -- http://www.oschool.com.sg/-- check under the videos section.
but before i do publish this post , i wanna dedicate something to that loser out there once again and here it is :
FUCK YOU.
the story ends like this;
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