(Wednesday, March 28, 2007-)
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# 28/3/07-
Seriously. Badminton messed up big time. Although i'd definitely be depressed if they DID reject me, but i feel much worse when they say, all of us get in. So now the CCA has become recreational. No more team SAJC. darn, its an odd feeling, but i think its really wasted. You know, after i got rejected in the first intake, i told myself to work harder, and i wanted so much to get into the team after 2nd intake. Now they say, oh, not enough players to form a team. So, badminton becomes recreational. If they said, hey you suck. No way youre on the team, i think i'd have been more satisfied with the result. Okay, im not going to deny that i want the team SAJC shirt, but in the end, its this playing for the school that matters. Thanks to our super realistic principal, who refused to fund the badminton CCA with a coach, now its become a vicious cycle. Year after year, with shuttlers streaming in, but with no proper guidiance, how does she even expect us to do well? Funding only CCAs that perform and bring glory to the school. Come on, some people dont have interest in sports like rugby. No offense, but i prefer badminton lots more. Now, the teacher-in-charge's thinking of changing badminton into recreational, and then deprive the J2 team of trying for the competition next month. Seriously, i think im not going to go for badminton if its going to be recreational. I'd rather join recreational bowling. Much more enjoyable. At least we've got people to coach us. Aye, i know you'd say i have no reason to be pissed, but i really dont know why im feeling this way. Maybe its because now getting into the CCA isnt even a challenge. Simply sign up, and youre in. No way im going to stay in this kind of CCA. After trying so hard, keeping my hopes high, this is what we deserve, seriously? I really dont understand the school. I think now, even CO seems more appealing to me then badminton. I really love the sport, yes i do. But this kind of CCA, its like once a week, you come , play for a few hours, and go home. Then repeat. Totally not my idea of a proper CCA.JC is one of the last few places we can take pride in serving the school, yet they do this to us? Haha,
i know i sound as if im a darn good player and what not, but im really just an under-average piece of shit. yay. Sorry im like ranting or whatever, but im really feeling very very pissed. sorry ):
i know i sound as if im a darn good player and what not, but im really just an under-average piece of shit. yay. Sorry im like ranting or whatever, but im really feeling very very pissed. sorry ):
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