Im really traumatised. Yes, i am. O level results in 8 days or less. The determining factor to whether or not im staying on in the college. There's a sense of attachment already, i guess. Not only to the college, but to its rules, the way its run, and the people there. Believe me, its sooo much more different, when compared to secondary school. Maybe its the inclusion of girls, who knows? haha. Im pretty much super-emo this few days. Bear with me. Man, im really hoping for an L1R5 of under 10. The basic pressure of all my relatives is enough to kill me already, not to mention my strong urge to stay in the college. Lets talk some family history, lols! Both sides; my mom and dad's siblings's children, they've never ever failed to score any score lower than 13 i think. Thats really sickening, basing on the fact that i simply obtained a pathetic score of 14 in my school prelims. It doesnt look pretty optimistic for me, does it? Haha. Whatever the case, lets all keep in contact ya?
Stayed back in school today with xuan lei. Waited for his table tennis training to start. Haha. Im such a good friend, isnt it? Anyway, i got to know some of his friends, theres this guy, i think he's jia wen or something. But i remember him only as chua chee hong. Lol. I dont understand though, why xuan lei and the rest always pick on him. Yea, but as long as i dont join in, im still considered a SAINT, right? X) The other guy's benedict. Cat High fellow schoolmate, haha. He's the same batch as quanjun and jinyi all these. Oh, anyway the jia wen guy likes someone in our class, im not saying who. Theres this other guy too, but i dont know his name. Hes pretty BIG though, to put it nicely. Sorry dude ;) I think i'll ask xuan lei tomorrow. Oh oh i almost forgot. I wanna get my own pair of onitsuka's too. Theyre the other brand of asics, if you guys didnt already know. Its really hot now, everyone's into asics. haha. Those curly stripes. Dunks are OUT ! haha. but i dont regret buying mine last dec. Haha. One day i'll pop down to leftfoot to check out the designs. I think this kind of phenomenon is known as peer pressure, isnt it? HAHA. But at least theyre nice. Haha. this section's a little hyper. Im like, this and that, raving on and on. Typical ways of a super-emo person under pressure.
I wonder when my love life's gonna start. its really irritating, you know. When the people around you are attached, and youre not. You kinda get left out when theyre with their partners. Im not generalising, cause' xuan lei isnt like that. Thats why he's a nice guy . haha ! Model behaviour. (:
lots of things to do, like saving up for my shoes or my wants. Im still wondering if I should continue studying. Cause' its like i cant concentrate with the emminent release of results. Never mind, i shall consult my study cum love consultant, xiao lei tomorrow! Theres CO tomorrow by the way. Really something im not looking forward to, but i love the college, so ive got to love the saints orchestra too.WHAT A SAINT ! X) Im pretty high on self-esteem these days lols. Alright, i guess today's entry is really looooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg, so i'll stop here.
P.S. Happy anniversary to jinyi and xinyi !
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